Futuristic Preception

2007-01-24T02:57:00.000+08:00

The Singapore River Hongbao 2007 will be held from the 16 Feb to 4March. Below is the schedule of the firework displays for seven days:

16 Feb (Fri) - Opening Ceremony
9:15 to 9:30 p.m.
Duration of Fireworks : 3 mins

17 Feb (Sat) Eve of CNY
9:00 p.m.
Duration : 5- 8 mins

18 Feb (Sun) - 1st Day of CNY
Time: 9:00 p.m.
Duration: 5- 8 mins

19 Feb (Mon) - 2nd Day of CNY
9:00 p.m.
Duration: 5- 8 mins

24 Feb (Sat)
Time: 9:00 p.m.
Duration: 5- 8 mins

25 Feb (Sun)
Time: 9:00 p.m.
Duration: 5- 8 mins

4 Mar (Sun) - 15th day of CNY
Time: 9:00 p.m.
Duration: 5- 8 mins

2007-01-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

Its been months...... sorry for the super late update..... mostly because im lazy to update lar... basically i been gaining weights for these past months. Working on New year day, went to a few countries for work.

Kinda been bz these days, and it causes so many things become bad, especially my studies which i definately can confirm. nearly 3 mths to the big days of exam. Seem like after these past mths of studies, nth is learnt. HAHA. maybe going to buang big time this time ard. Corz confidence of last yr seems lack. DIE DIE DIE.....

Wad else wanna noe?? i got my bonus of 3mth++ .. bot quite lots of stuff for my mum..... a birken shoe, a shirt from OG, a pendant from SK.

Not much of a nonsense from me...... wad u wanna noe from me??? put in tagboard lar.....

2006-11-29T03:27:00.001+08:00

Its been a so freaking long time since i going to blog bout myself....

Well skipped a few leasons these month due to the high level of work load..... Feel really guilty as i did not even do some reading when i got time at home....

I got lots of nuisance call from the credit card company... i use 5 words "i dun haf $30,000". easily they say sorry, byebye.

Finally its going to be end of the year, so excited. 1st lots of PH while im working on those days for extra cash. Bonus is coming oso. Woooooooooo.

Mum came back from taiwan and put on some weight. She bought lots of nice titbits and stuff. Cool, but i still wanna visit new zealand 1st. whahahahahha

I decided to get an insurance license, just to add to my knowledge. Mum seem to like the plan after i told her. Maybe i just go ahead after this Dec.

Sitex coming, yeah i can get online service soon. HAHAHAHHAAH. long waiting.

Cya peeps.

2006-11-29T03:27:00.000+08:00

2006-11-22T02:49:00.000+08:00

疲倦的夜里我沒有太多的睡意 On a tired night, I dun haf much sleep
望着天花板全部是她微笑的图案 Looking at the ceiling, only could see the pictures of her smiles
终以为自己是个成熟的男子汉 Always tink that I am a matured guy
却为她这名小小的女子 But because of this ger
茶不思饭不想坐立不安 without drink, eat or sitting around

啊唉呀唉呀啊她沒有长腿楊柳腰 she does not haf long legs nor nice figure
喔啊唉呀唉呀她不算精明或能幹 she is not smart nor capable
喔啊唉呀唉呀她或許迷糊也平凡但我就是愛她 she is blur and common but i still like her
那怕她的愛只不能保留給一半 no matter her love will never left even half.

2006-11-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

PS3(ntsc) is finally launched after such a long wait. Already there are some hardcore gamers there bought and brag about their new tech. Well i shall wait till it is possible to play some frenly games, then i consider to own 1 myself. Thinking of buying my friend, fabian, a new game in english, 'Final Fantasy XII' for xmas but he tabuleh tahan he bought the game himself. In the end i decided i would get him the guide book instead. Any1 getting me a PS3, IMPOSSIBLE!!!!

Something funny i read up to news someday last week i suddenly remember. Its about a lady who lost both her breasts cause the boob job went wrong. Hmmm well how come nowadays ladies think that small cups gives them insecurity or if big jugs really boast their image. Well almost every time i see a lady in not in proportion shape, though my eyes would glue on her meat for a second or so. What really crosses my mind was," wah, like more like beast than beauty." Maybe girls should try to accept what was given to them naturally, but to the real men that matter, bra sizes rarely count.

wah sleeping in nude will be more healthy?? Recommend by some people, dunno how true. But i still will sleep in my boxer shorts as i feel more comfy. Any1 sleep in nude care to share?? hahaha.

Going to study liao, care.

2006-11-11T08:22:00.000+08:00

Nowadays nite shift work is so sian, most probably cos i brought back my PS2 home. Hahaha. Well lucky there good animes, movies, some old super nintendo games and of course my sch shit to keep me 'alive'. Oh talking about anime, seem like nowadays so many ppl craze on them, even when they are old. HAHA 1 of them is saiyuki, this is a 2 yr old production. Suddenly ppl ask me, 'hey got watch saiyuki last week on channel U'. I told them i watch those epi a yr or so liao. In the end i recommend them some good animes to dl to office to watch. wahahhahaha. Gain gain situation leh.

Bleach shld be 1 of the popular animes around. having ppl to wait impatiently almost every week. Anyway are so much more 'shits' such as pokemon, hamtaro, Doraemon. whahahahahaah joking. Some good 'on-going' animes are : black blood brothers, Busou Renkin, Crescent Love, D.Gray-man, Death Note, Kanon, Kiba, Naruto, Pumpkin Scissors, Saiunkoku Monogatari, Sumomo mo Momo mo and Witchblade. Actually there are much more, but these are a few i could recommend.

830am my dear colleague still in his comfy nest. Shall wake him up after this wahhaha. Shall ciao.

2006-11-07T19:34:00.000+08:00

Finally the 3rd day of my shift, hahahah having some office politics in office. hahahah even in all guys environment, there is such things. Well shall not talk with the person unless work. Wish well i wun get to work shift with him. Pray hard man.

Working 3 days straight in the morning is really kinda shack, luckily my fren gave me same chocs to make me feel happy. I bite bit by bit just in case of nosebleeding. hahaha. DARS chocs are really good, at least made me destress in a way or so.

Great week in soccer as man utd won whearas contenders like chelsea and arsenal lost. Superb news for their fans. Hmmmm man city lose yet again, i feel sucky being their fan. Darn. hahahahah hopefully theywould bounce back ASAP. In spain, Real madrid lose which is a wonderful news to me, maybe i dun have much love for them.

Hmmmm shall rest and study well be4 my friday nite shift. Will be 'chionging' more movies at work, yeah!!!!!!! Xmas round another a month plus. Wooooooo . i love festive season.

YOU have not lived. Until you found someone. Who worth dying for!!!!!!

Yet another Peom sum up wad i tink.........

2006-10-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

When light shattered across the floor
And briefly,
there was a thunder between us.
if your eyes had held water,
it would have not spilled.
And when we peeled aside the dreams,
the skin underneath was still young.
When all is black,
you smoothed aside the words and said,
'it's there, the light.
When you want it,
It will be waiting for you.'
A certain peace came into your eyes.
That this was no different,
that this was so different,
yet every bit the same,
And your hands stilled with satisfaction.
You did this without touch,
so that, all around me,
your hands stood shaped like shelters.
All around me there was a room,
and after each hour,
the hallways outside were like caverns.
And around the corner and down the stairs,
there lurked as always light, as ever, light.

2006-10-22T16:28:00.000+08:00

Have not been awhile since updating, hmmmm lazy + dunno wad to post also. Had a few big meals the past week. Tuesday went to Hyatt Hotel for their Buffet treat from my company dept. Not very fabulous for an hotel cuisine. i like their eygptian food though, most probably i quite dare enough to eat those stuffs. Had a few pints of beers( its been a while i drink).

Thursday semi celebrate mine(post-bday) + Jaslyn(pre-bday) at newton circus, i arrive late with 2 of my frens but i still order quite a few seafood dishes to satisfy my cravings. Again beer was there again, but this time ard we had much more fun as we tease 1 of my small drinker fren. hahaha. So much laughter since we last met.

Oh happy bday to those OCT babies, Jaslyn which was yesterday, Evelyn few days later, and Alicia end of this month. Other than Bdays, lots of weddings coming up oso. More n more money will be spend on presents and hong bao.

Really dunno wad i could continue to write? its been a while i nvr rack my brain for things. Lazy bug pasted on me. Maybe i been playing too much Final Fantasy. hahahah.

Is there something u wun tell your boy or hubby???

2006-10-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

This is something I find interesting when I somehow read up while working.(I am not slacking ok)
Somehow these secrets were just some common 11 of them being confessed by some females earthlings.

1. Everything women buy for themselves really costs 20 or higher percent more than we tell you it did. I believe not just women, actually for guys would to the same to their counterparts. Any1 just maybe dun wanna his/her partner know they are spending so much on anything.

2. Women actually think about sex with their boy a lot. Wow this is so interesting to me. Will there any ladies would maybe tink of me?? hahahahh crap, absolutely impossible.

3. Women are just as nervous about commitment as Man are. To be true every human being(more guys) would maybe tink of marriage is terrible. Life-long commitment is not so horrible, its so wonderful and comforting.

4. Women may be modern and independent, but we still want you to be "the man." How much can this be true, im not really sure. But in the end man, we know when we should do our gentleman thingy.

5. Womens' ex-boyfriends were not completely terrible in bed. In the modern world, most girls out there having more than 1 guy in her lifetime. So Man should finally know it may not be true when she say something that make u proud in bed.

6. Women are scared that they turn into our mothers. Even how much respect or grateful towards either hers or my mother. I tink i wun say "u resembles my mother" :]

7. Women want you to be jealous--but just a little bit. This would be 1 of ladies greatest weapon, but how many men would fall for it. For me, I tink I will be super jealous. whahahaha Virgos are jealous creatures.

8. Women fantasize about hot celebrity guys, but that doesn't mean they want you to be them. Oh freaking yeah, just had this conversation with a ger who finish watching "see that korean actor, such a wonderful guy." But in reality they may not even want such a guy in their life. So bloody true about fantasy.

9. Women tell their girlfriends about HIM. I dun tink actually I would bother about this, cause as what i read and what i tink is the same. There are things surely woman would just keep for themselves about him.

10. Women really do notice and appreciate all the chores you do. Hahaha, I do my own chores currently but I believe if ladies see my room "pig sty" would float in their mind. HAHA. I know how to cook for them but i wun wash. hehehe Darn how honest am i.

11.Women love man with all their hearts, but they still get wistful about the fact that they'll never feel that falling-in-love sizzle and spark again. OF corz they wun get those feelings again. Those are white lies during those fire-festival periods are just make u fall into a hole we dug for women. And there are dark lies too. Man are just man like to get what they wanna then say goodbye.

Enough of womens' secrets. I am a true male ok?? hahahah

YEAH i no nid to buy ciggerettes for these few days, since the smell of burning is so great. Crap lar~~~ hahaha. Must be some1(u know who) said the wrong things anger the indonesia. In case u dunno who, he is the so call father of singapore. heh, its like biochemical attack towards singapore. Hopefully no sch for a time being. Give me back my nice clean air!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-05T05:43:00.000+08:00

Recently got 1 of my sch fren ask me teach her how to speak cantonese, I said cannot lar~~ my cantonese is not even good, i told her try listen to more cantonese songs and watch TVB series. Hehe. My mum learn it the same way when she married to my dad. I learn my not-even-half-pass-six canto by listening to Jacky Chueng's songs mainly. I could say i can understand a cantonese conversation rather to converse in it.

The new area I stay in got lots of Cats, most probably cos of the malays living there. There are plenty of malays n old folks. Haven really settled down, hopefully the MRT will be set up ASAP, then i will be super happy. whahahaha. My computer got problem cannot on, die must be the stupid bangala make spoil my PC, darn wack them. Basically eating at the area is cheap lar, got $2 to spare, you can find lots of yummies. My fav currently is the economic rice stall there, super cheap and nice. Transport wise is convinient too as below my block got Bus stop liao towards city area, while when i reach home i would haf to walk bout 10 mins.

This month quite lot of couple getting married, I have to be broke this month, corz of a handful of wedding dinners to attend. Lucky my shift saved me from 2 of them, hahaha. At least my ang pao no nid to be so big. When there are happy occasion, there would some sad. 1 of my mum side aunt's husband pass away at a young age of 32. My friends pet dog(Golden retriever) pass away after 9 years. I released my fav pet mynar(bird).

The most Shock news i got this month is my fren made her gf pregnant cos of bit of miscalculation. When i hear the new i was like happy for him but i am sad as i gonna be his drinking buddy when his wedding next yr. So smart board the train then pay the tix. No more playing a fool for him liao, no more visit of dirty KTV for him, no more night outings for him. Hmmm seem like those things i oso dun do liao. I am a changed person ok. hahahha.

ARGH bth my stand in partner for this 2 nights, his engine too powerful, not very musical to my ears. hahahhahaha oh anyway he is a lousy person outside to. Go play woman dun pay money 1. And who pay for him? Darn, Shitty, $#@%^$#%&#^ arsehole. Very tulan his working attitude oso. Hai really wonder why there are such person survive. HAHA.

It would be a great month ahead. Hmmmmm after today 4 days of work coming up from sat to tues. Super Duper bz. OOOOO i got 2 new albums FIR and Evanescence. Cool ladies singers with males band members. NICE and sexy. HEHE.

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD MMOORRNNIINNGG Singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Take care ppl especially now got HAZE HAZE HAZE. What a good country we have actually, except the price of living here is hiking steep.

2006-09-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

Recently the raids and bans of Subutex issue had given me another dissappointment. Why give permission to use subutex to curb our drugs in the 1st place?? Then in the end have to gives so many excues because to many abusers of Subutex?? Sometimes i tink such thing is crap shit.

Yeah finally moved in on 28/09/2006 to circuit road. Any wanna my new address just ask me. New place quite small so i decided no to have any house warming. But those who wishes to pay me visit oso can. HEHE.

Am so freaking BUSY

2006-09-27T08:01:00.000+08:00

Studies, School adminstation, moving house, renovation, packing of stuff, IMF, overseas have been part of the things i been doing during these few weeks of absence from blogging.

Been to Desaru of Johor around 3 wks ago. The trip was kinda shiok, seafood as usual is cheap, i still remember the size of the lobster my frenz and i ordered hmmmmmm about 20 cm long. Its kinda big for an asian breed lobster. Crabs, prawns, ribs, chicken, sea scorpions wow. what a meal.

IMF had made my stomach grew bigger and bigger(this is bad). Those catered food just keep coming in non-stop. From 7am-10am-12pm-2pm-5pm-7pm-10pm-1am, the food just come and come and come. The best food i had from the cater was the seafood spagetti, with chicken katsus, miso soup and rice cake desert. Wooooo, almost like restuarant level.
IMF is not just busy eating, i actually miss some lunch and dinner, the 5 telephones in my office just ringing ringing ringing. I even had to go down site to do support, lucky is at hotels and shopping areas. hehehe. I was even offered for rest at Shangri-la hotel, wooooo, too bad i must get back to office.

Shit im bloody hungry now,

2006-09-01T20:16:00.000+08:00

OH yeah its true, i buang 2 subjects in my exams. Checked online. hahahahah all my frens was shock and curious. Plus i only got single digit mark for 1 of them. hahah this is so funny. hmmmm maybe its true. skali i write down wrong question number on the paper?? hahahhah if its true surely kanna "gan" by mama liao. hahahahah DIE.

2006-08-30T01:06:00.000+08:00

My 4th night working~~~ felt the shackness in my body liao. Plus i was preparing to move to a new area. Been following my mum ard to banks and various places to change address.]

Few things would most probably happen this wk. My exam results coming, im going to project superstar, im attending a stupid company Security talk.

Really find nth in my brain to update u ppl. so i tink stop here lar....

work is really sian. Im sian of my work, the work sian of me. its so cold here, im cold inside. well now 115 am im hungry. whahahahah.

2006-08-24T18:13:00.000+08:00

happy bday to me yesterday......

Some good chocolate(i cant eat too much) to intro....

2006-08-14T13:25:00.000+08:00

As my mum is able to eat choc, i spent some time to treat her some great choc i was introduced online. Well i did haf some luckily not too overheat. Firstly we went to millenia walk's Bakerzin to have our meal. Then i ordered a chocolate souffle if i still remembered its spelling. Super super super sweet dessert. its like tons of sugar being dump into this dessert, its being serve with fruits and a scoop of ice-cream. 3½ stars i would give (more if its not so sweet). At least its nicely baked.

Next while walking around for digestion, i tot of the nice eclairs Pan Pacific Singapore had. Very solid pastry, the mousse and choclate covering the peanuts. wooooooot is so unforgettable. 4 stars for the much expensive pastry. $5.50 for a 6 cm hotdog like Eclair.

Last stop, we went to esplanade for a drink, then i saw this Max Benner Chocolate Bar, they got this drink where u melt the chocolate be4 u drink it. It much more fragrance than hot Cocoa corz of the chocolate most probably. I will give 4star for this drink oso. I hardly take hot drinks 1. i only take a few sip from my mum. whahahahah. This drink is call Suckao. Not bad for chocs suckers + must got time to see the choc melt. whahaha.

How much will be spend on per fireworks performance. This year consider there are 6 performances, (1 preview, 1 NDP, 4 firework festival). I read from a forum, its about 250k per show. WOAH 1.5mil are spent liao. Our money?? HAHA.

i still tink its a sad thing to bring down the national stadium. So many memories with it. At least i know its a the same yr my father and the stadium was down. Lunch time?? i skipped totally.

Thanks to.....

2006-08-10T06:24:00.000+08:00

start from scratch.....

1. my parents for giving me life.
2. my 2 elder sisters who grew up with me.
3. my kidnergaten days at whampoa community centre with a very nice teacher (cant rem name)
4. my primary sch (moulmein primary) for building my foundation. Sad to say no more this sch.
5. my secondary sch (beatty sec) for paving a stepping stone to the futre. Frenz who played soccer, bball and those music we jam together i wun forget you all. Mrs Samsol for finding my talent in maths. Mdm Tan for encouraging me to join the chinese talentine.
6. my poly (singapore poly) for letting me realise what I am going to do in life. And giving me a great attachment at SIM LIM SQUARE. And her. Frenz like hong(Best of the best), carol(Chubby and oways stressing herself), angie(got 2 lovely gers liao woooooo), Damian Tan(best smoking kaki, very rich somemore), kevin(got free gaming at lan shop).
7. my luck for getting into Civil Defence for NS and have a great officer(MAJ LIM BT) who posted me to MHA (Ministry of Home Affairs) and went france for course. Jack(though i dun like him the fucker) Mervyn Wong, Wu, Sin, Ash for being great buddies and i never treat u guys as my subordinates.
8. my opportunity to get into SIM(UOL) and know some great buddies(jimmy, ke, kai, jeremy, JH) and ladies(May, Alicia, Berinda, Huiyi) there.
9. my Job at ST (my pay i still find sucks, wahhaha) and my colleagues with my not so demanding boss. Lets go LSB manz.
10. my close frenz TPK, Jaslyn, Fabian, Alex, Andrew, Yuzhong, Janice, Ady, Angeline A, Henry, YapJY, Jane, William, Sherine, Kenny, Mark, Meiling, Liling, Josephine, Mic, Dalphine, Evelyn(external old colleague). Too much to list for friend.
11. my God for not abandoning me after i failed so many times. My church at TPY. My dear frenz there.
12. my late father who really work hard to support my mum and i til the last breath.
13. my percussion teacher/mentor and giving me chance to teach in yamaha sch.
14. my crave for food as i dun pick food. I EAT ALMOST ALL.
15. my good temper, i dun scold people for no reason.
16. my COUNTRY, my Home Singapore. For making me proud as her citizen.Your peace and education would be world Number 1, Unfortunately living in you kinda stress is money money money.

13 days countdown to the day i was once naked. normally people would wish to start all over again in life, but i dun, cause its 1) not possible 2) i really love who i had thanks.

Anyway I have registered for Project Superstar 2, dunno will i fare well, must suport me ppl. Any1 wanna KTV with me. I be free hopefully.

HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We oredy had our finale at the national stadium. Its kinda sad to see we are pulling down the whole stadium. I had my fun there too be4. Bid goodbye stadium. I have shed tears for you. Shedding a tear is far more bitter than bleeding for a guy.

I am HUNGRY. Did not haf a proper meal since yesterday morning and I am having fever too. wahhahahahahahaa. yeah i be atacking the crabs and more crabs on friday. Cant wait Drool like tap liao.

Hopefully i would update on Sunday.

Signing off. Take care and anything?? Just call or sms me lor. I just hope the war will end soon, thay cant just control the population by killing more ppl.

We held it together once, nvr again there will be twice. I Thanks the person who care , love and treat you much more better than I do. Had you forgotten me, i know you will. Take care.

2006-08-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

I noticed it when I walked out
My small white world was closing down
I wondered, I would always wonder
Why I am always sober and everyone is loaded and it gets old
Well I bow out now I refuse
So what if I waver, I fall I'll always I will always notice
Speak up when I'm called on
Everyone gets older
Oh well I'm not really here

2006-08-04T18:16:00.000+08:00

Had a short trip overseas yesterday and with a no network HP, therefore cannot wish a fren Happy Birthday. Well met up a poly fren at night to renew some old memories, wow those were the days. Anyway good to hear from him, our good fren Angeline( i know some few angeline oso) had 2 kids liao. Cool so fast at my age, she is a mother of 2 liao. Hopefully, her husband and her plan to open a resturant at Boat Quay still in progress. Anyway we had great taking seesion at paragon's coffee bean. WOW Thursday nite, so many sexy gals (mothers i can see from their age) were shopping at the 1 of orchard most expensive mall. Wa how i wish can be their "god-son" and spare me some cash. Wad an ambition. HAHA anyway back to our topics, we even talk about lobangs i had to earn extra cash. I was giving him some tips on wad can bring in some cash. But most of my lobangs need kinda high capital lar, so i believe he just listen nia.

Oh anyway, the most funny thing happen at work was when nearly fell from the chair when my colleague kick it. In the end i need 2 other colleagues to carry me up, cause i was too much in a laughter. Lucky my hands were there to support to myself. At least we had some fun during such a freaking BZ day. Users on the ground doing testing not smooth, data collection is not correct. ALOT of fucking big and small problem. WOW my manager still in office working sia, SO bloody ON.

Congrat Fabian getting his new job, shld be praying for him to grab this job ASAP. He must work harder this time round. Shit i still owe him cash and its not a small amount, good thing was he is understanding. Flipped through the saturday RECRUITS, saw some jobs that interest me. Thinking that i could change to a better timing job rather to now the shift job gives me lots of urge to switch. But losing out the nite shift when i could studying and giving up the gratuity abit too much. So most probably i will stay on.

AH bus fare increasing, ERP rate increasing, MRT fare increase, like that end up i am going to spend another $5-8 on these fares. Jialats. Y everything increase so much when my increment is just so puny.

Any present for me on my Bday which is coming soon will be happily accepted in advance if there is no problem meeting up. Im a bz boy recently due to NDP and IMF. I hate those people who AI especially those HIGH RANKERS.

I dun care whether your past was terrible, NO 1 is Perfect. I just wanna let you know how much do a person can care. I dun wish to be childish but i felt so much pain and hurt inside for you when you were ill treated. Sad to say i had lose appetide on food i used to crave on. i dun even had to mood to enjoy things i like.

Remember, when u are sad u are not alone. Your SMS, MSN or Expression can shows it all too. Wad are fren are there for??

1 simple question

2006-08-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

DID I DONE SOMETHING WRONG AGAIN???
IS CONCERN FOR SOMEONE BECOMES BUSYBODY??
IS CONCERN IN TURN CHANGE TO TROUBLING YOU??
IS THOSE CONCERNS I GAVE CONSIDER CROSSING THE LINE??

Maybe i should not be a observant anymore, it makes ppl sad of corz include me.... i tink too much suggestions will make 1 sick including me. I tink probably i will still care for those i wanna care but keep my fingers bind together. I am not happy tonite, but i tink ppl cannot read my words nor expression. I can hide things well, but this time i am really not happy. Thinking so much i might as well drown myself in games again.

Care People. I might not be giving nice touch suggestion to problems again, as I am sick and unwell. How i wish i could throw these things out of me. How i wish. If how i wish do happen, "hahahaha". My last night shift of the week. May not update for a long time. Things just nvr get the better of me. Why cant i meet certain ppl earlier? why must i so kaypoh?? why why there is lots of why in one's life. somehow im just another problem kid in this problemetic world. So many problems happen. Isit faith that pull tings together??

Well only TIME understand the feeling LOVE. im sorry again to those people i might hurt indirectly or even directly. Somehow forgive and forget is not found floating in people's mind. It takes few seconds to know a person, it takes years to forget that same person; it takes seconds to aprreciate people, its may take forever to forgive people.

Only till you realise he is gone, then you realise how deep he is being hurt.

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Well I'm just a little unwell.

I love Rob Thomas voice.

2006-07-31T04:57:00.000+08:00

Had some talk with my mother few days back after i went out with 1 of my close lady fren. Told my mum i went out with her.

mum: so you wanna her back???

me: nah. i want her to be happy, no matter wad that means. i want her to find someone who will treat her wif all the love she deserved from me. I want her to meet someone who will see her oways as I do now, thru God's eyes. (somehow i said in chinese)

I tink i nearly drop a tear when i said this.

mum: aiya she will 1 la.

2006-07-25T18:35:00.000+08:00

Been a week din update. Basically oso kinda bz lar~~~ Last friday and sat nite i was lazy to update, reason probably was consoling some1 online. Friday nite i slept 1 hr be4 going to give piano lesson which I replaced my fren who is on MC, then went sch for lesson. Reported work after a quick dinner at Orchard Road with my sch mate at pepper's lunch(super not worth it though). At work, quickly start to do the biz proposal which needed in a weeks time. Becoz its was the Ex-Pandora(bird flu exercise), I was hmmm kinda bz tt nite. In the end i manage to catch 2 hrs of sleep. Early Sunday morning, i left earlier as i was rushing to the 9am service. In the end my friend put me aeroplane, i go to service alone. Donated some cash to ask for blessing for my friend who toubled by certain issue. Service that sunday was not bad, topic was about leadership. Miraclously I did not doze off.

Sunday afternoon, went to Sim Lim to buy present. Helped my fren grab a new DVD burner, another fren to get CDs, another fren to get a gaming mouse with a free mouse pad. Wooooooo, machiam i got lots of lobang. HAHA. Then it was the major event of the day, MAKAN session at TIONG BAHRU. seafood(pepper crab, deep fry oat prawn, chilli stir fry clams), meat(coffee braise ribs, hotplate ginger onion vixen, prawn paste chicken), mee(seafood horfan, hongkong mee, fish soup beehoon) and vege( stir fry kangkong). Superbly fabously. As usual no 1 in my circle of fren can defeat me when comes to eating. I was like clearing the table at the end of the makan. After the hour of food feasting, gaming was in our top list of WHAT-TO-DO-NEXT. Play play play til 11++ home sweet home.

Basically monday i was in hibernation mode. HAHA. But not as long as u tink. from 2 am to 9am consider long. Hmmm i felt ok ~~~cut hair is probably my most important issue on that day.. nothing much to shout about on monday. Tuesday work. Looking for to tmr work oso. Shiok then Friday to Orchid Country Club. And more rest pls. Oh hopefully the biz proposal goes thru and we could make more money. HAHAHA of corz with more work oso lar.

2006-07-18T19:39:00.000+08:00

Finally gave kinda long tot, although I am taking a shit increment, my job still consider not as tough as i seen outside. At least now i still can use the internet, watch tv play psp and study. I should not complain much with such benefits i had. HAHA, well tok about work, 3 people in my dept got promoted liao, 1 of them my manager, will there be a food outing soon?? hahah. But sad to say is 1 of my good fren left the company liao, sad hor. If u read this, you noe who u are, hahaha. Din even tell me when u saw me at TPY. Bad Bad.

Still on work unfortunately not my area, is 1 of my dear poor fren. How can a company so unreasonable especially their lousy manager. My fren is now pregnant + today she got headache, her manager ask her to stay back corz there is not enough staff. Staying back is not a problem however with the manager is doing nothing he is in office. When talk about going home, he goes back at 5pm when suppose he should stay back and let my fren home 1st. How can there be such asshole living world. Kinda felt unjustice was upon my fren, wanted to go now to her workplace to help her. But me myself, I oso alone in office with as usual my partner goes for dinner.

Tsunami strike again, another few hundreds deaths will occur again. Will pray for them this sunday. Live to the fullness when u still alive, and die with no regrets. Can even a poor live to a fullness?? I believe they could but i dun tink i could manage it if im poor. Maybe i should try to not to spend money for a few weeks and try. Ok lor lets try tmr. wahahaha.

Watch a nice movie "ALFIE" by Jude Law just now at office, hahaha told you all liao where got job so good 1. Hey dun say im slack hor. Anyway its a very good movie, as Jude Law is one of my fav actor, he tall, handsome so much of chrisma. In the movie really shows it, every women wanna haf a fling with him. from wealthy widows to single-mum girlfren. He, alfie had it all. But suddenly his lifestyle changed drastically. He starts to wonder if there is more to life than these romances. Not bad for a movie will give him 3.5 stars.

Hmmm til then my friday night shift. yawn im tired, tmr study and cut hair, then hmmmmm thursday got some major thing to do liao, hopefully is smooth going. meanwhile i tink i shall go pollution liao

2006-07-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

So tulan that i got such a lousy increment, though some would say its better than nth and some say i dun even have increment leh. But i believe after working a year though is short, a percentage of 1.9% is like shit lor. After reading the salary review from my company, they even stated there is economy growth of 5-7%. Wads a 1.9% compare to the least 5%. Even a policeman regular sergeant standard $90 increment also far better than this SHIT. Haha. Sorry to those who dun haf increment hor. Just my view of a BIG POWERFUL company giving out a pathetic increment to their staff. I cant even purchase my textbook with such small shit.

i going to say byebye to my long hair yet again. This time ard i tink kinda too long liao, even i oso BTH. I tink some longer 1s haf reached my shoulder. How much short will i cut?? i still dunno see how lor.

Marketing had been 1 of my fav modules so far, it really teaches view of consumer and seller. Hopefully some of you all taking later will fond on the module too. But the textbook kinda exp leh $42, but i tink its kinda worth it lar. LOTS of pics and interesting notes. But oso suay lah, becorz of this module, my manager wanna me to do a business proposal for the company during the compnay's retreat. Sian. How How How. I tink bo bian lar, do the best i can, hopefully wun malu myself on stage.

Later going to jog round my neighbourhood, long time since i jog. Actually i oso dunno y suddenly got the urge to jog oso, maybe i felt sian lar. Dunno leh maybe i felt despress. HAHA.

HAHA. AH!!!!!!! my source of songs d/l no more liao. Damn the banner, why dun let us d/l in peace. lucky chinatown sell CDs very cheap. Harlem Yu got new album liao, the most amzing album i found is apple hong, yes the actress apple hong in singapore oso cut an album leh. So unthinkable. How she sound, skali bery nice. See my mood lar then i buy. I shld find way to pay off the debt i will be owning soon.

She laugh in my dreams, i dreamt of her laughter again and again. Love this phrase.

2006-07-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

Please give me 1 more chance,
Im begging you just 1 more chance,
if you'll listening
This is not some movie romance,
Or everlasting love at a glance,
Wont you listen..

Like a lost bird in the cold night air,
she is lonely, but I am not the 1 with her.
Tinking back to the days we laugh,
weren't she is longly??
She is no longer a child,
she is a woman with love in HIS eyes, so...
if i really love her, let her go. She is like a bird,
yearning for the winter wind,
If i let her go,
she would come again in spring,
but if i make her stay, thats impossible,
i could not hold her freedom in my hands.

In the morning she will be gone away,
she is no longer a child,
she is a woman with HIS love in her eyes,
so if i really love her, let her go...

I believe this time ard i anyhow write 1, corz tink back about a year ago, i really dunno wad was tt feeling. Wad did i do i oso dunno. Well time really flies. Sigh. Shld start writing some nice happy song liao..... maybe tonight but im hungry now leh... howhwohow???

2006-07-08T16:19:00.000+08:00

EVERYTHING

I met you by chance during one of the times we passed by each other
Isn't it wonderful that a miracle that I wished for
Is right next to me
Wanting to be with you, the time that we can't be together passes
Slipping through the door, again I remember
You laughing with that person
My love, don't make me sad
There are nights that I cry myself to sleep
Don't look at the past, just look at me

You're everything, you're everything
I'm stronger than you think
If you have kind lies for me, I don't need them
All I want is you

How long of a time can be called forever?
I want to go to the endlessly far away future with you
And peek at that day with you
My love, hold me
Like you always do in the midst of tender times
Hold my hand and look only at the present

You're everything, you're everything
If I saw you even at the place that we parted
Surely I would forgive you, on any night
You're everything, you're everything
I'm strong enough to dream of you
Now let's bravely change the power of love

You're everything, you're everything
If I saw you even at the place that we parted
The pain in my heart would always disappear
You're everything, you're everything
I'm stronger than you think
If you have kind lies for me, I don't need them
All I want is you

You're eveything, you're everything
You're eveything, my everything

Another boring day at work, so decided to search for some inspiration. No lar, actually i found my YAMATO NADESHIKO(perfect woman) OST. This song is by Misia. Did some translation hopefully is correct lar. This drama could be my 1st drama i had watch and i love it alot, most probably got my favourite actress Matsushima Nanako(松嶋菜々子) inside ba. She is tall(170) for an asian lady, i tink if she wear heels sure taller than me hahaha. lucky 反町隆史 is 180+ hahaha. Hmmmm dunno anywhere still got sell the DVDs or VCDs ahbo need to import again. I wanna watch it again.

Tonight will I be lucky again?? hahahaha. Tmr go service~~ wooooo miss service so much. whahaha.

2006-07-04T02:02:00.001+08:00

Forget to say dunno y my back ache today. Sleep too much on the floor most prob today. Freaking shiet like the bone stuck. Smoke to kill myself la. dun care. haha

2006-07-04T02:02:00.000+08:00

Had a MSN conversation with 1 of my fren, sad to hear something from her. Try to cheer her up abit( yeah i try) hmmmm i doubt i will success much. Such situation any1 will a clear state of mind will be devastated too. Hai, Sun will not always shine, therefore rain will not always fall. Hopefully she be fine after these few days. Promised her to write her a song.

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Days had passed
and i still have this cold black pit
where my heart used to be
what did i do to make you say those things me

You're everything i wanted
a buried treasure that i found
and now i feel so empty
i never picked my heart up off the ground

what did i do to make you push me away
i did everything you told me to
i never thought you were the type to make someone feel played

now i sit alone and cry alone at night
and look at the pictures of us together
our favorite song plays in the background
It reminds me of our first conversation

All i have are pictures of you and broken dreams to hold on to....
hold on to.

Will i win money tonite?? HAHA. I prayed hopefully can lar. But i dun tink god will blessed me to win such money. Well Many ppl got lots of problem recently. Hmm consult me lor, i try to comfort u as much as possible.

I had been tagged

2006-07-03T08:24:00.000+08:00

Favourites

Colour: Black, Grey and Blue
Food: Yong Tofu
Song: Songs by Creed and Jacky Cheung
Movie: The Exorsist
Day of the week: Friday
Season: No saeson in Singapore to choose
Ice cream: Anything citrus

Currents

Mood: Sian½
Taste: Cigs arouma
Clothes: nike t-shirt c/w U2 jacket n jeans
Desktop: hmmm wallpaper is some stupid leaves
Toenail colour: abit pinkish
Time: 0800 hrs
Surroundings: Sound of CPUs running
Thoughts: i wanna get some sleep

Firsts

Best friend: GuanJie in primary school
Crush: Aihui from primary sch
Movie: Should be some chinese flick
Lie: Lied to ppl too much, im a lier
Music: I get to love English song at secondary with Oasis

Lasts

Cigarette: 0730
Drink: Plain water
Car ride: Hmm bus included?? then 12 hrs ago
Crush:A girl I knew at previous workplace at Sim Lim
Movie: LOTR marathon in office
Phone call: My office telling my colleague im late
CD played: DVD LOTR

Have you ever

dated one of your best friend: Nope
Broken the law: Confirm garuntee chop
Been arrested: Yah but due to my fast act was not charge by police
Been on TV: Yeah
Kissed someone you don't know: Yeah at pub(not frenching)

Miscelleanous

5 items you're wearing: Casio watch, Crocs Sandle, U2 Over, T-shirt and Jeans
4 things you did today: board the bus, alight the bus, sit n stare
3 sounds you can hear right now: my typing, TV and dailing of modem
2 Goals I made: To get my 2nd degree(bible studies) and to own houses overseas
1 thing you do when you're bored: Play either my PSP or strum my guitar or surf the net

KNS kanna tagged. So just did it. Too selfish to tagged any1, wahahhaa. if u like do lor.

2006-07-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm 1st time surf net til i dunno wad to surf. All the websites i used to go to seem boring to me liao(not porn), anyway i dun surf pron. Corz i actually dun like to fantasize actually.

Went to Church for service today, its been sometime i attend service. Since I did not attend for quite a while, i prayed for quite alot of things. I pray for frenz to success at work and love. I prayed well for my family members and of corz myself to hmmmm healthy.

Though I dun have 6th sense like woman has, I got feeling that 1 of my "ger" fren got her happiness liao. Had not ask her yet(i believe she dun wanna talk about it oso.) Anyway I will bless her best of the best with a new "relationship". Still hope she would still ask me out of KTV 1 day.

Poor Beckham had dethrone himself from captaincy of England. Saw the video, he even had tears. Aw~~~~~~ hmmmm well England was not a powerhouse in soccer anyway. Darn Czech Rep and Croatia oso made me disappointed. This world cup a impressive team i feel is Ghana and Portugal, they had this "spirit" to spur them on to play. Keep up these spirits in the game.

Been quite a good boy these weeks, staying at home as much as possible. Well is this consider filial?? Hmmm i dun tink so leh. Been a listener at home rather a talker, i know my mum considering now she really need some1 to talk to. From house moving, to house selling, to "thing" happening in my current house, to lots of things lar. I gave little response. I did not wanna hurt my mum further though at times she said things that i felt uncomfortable.

Tmr i be starting sch liao, 1 month seem like a snap of finger. HAHA, luckily i read 3 books during the break. Re-read "To kill a mockingbird", read up a oldie i found deep in my piles of books "The Nan-mei-su Girls" written by a Singaporean in 1987(the tenses and grammer the author used abit jialats.)And lastly a new book i bought from popular "The Little Book That Beats The Market". This book is a clear breakthrough in the academic and professional world, the commonsense method is convincingly explained using sixth-grade maths skills, plain language, and humor. Very good Book.

You are a beautiful rose to me- full grown- open to my touch
Is it any wonder that I love you so much?

The stem of the rose offers it support- helping it to stand
I wonder where I would be if you were not my man.

The roots of the rosebush bring it nourishment each day
You have touched my life- I have grown- I am not the same.

Water is the life of the rose, it brings to the petals great color
You are water to me- you have loved me like no other.

The leaves of the rose embrace its stem each day
Your love embraces me- and like the rose- I blossom just the same.

The thorns of the rose protect the bud from pain
May the thorns in our life always do the same.

The essence of the rose- its beauty, oh so true
You will always be my rose and I will always belong to you.

Too bad I could only write. Wahaha. Wad a crap person i am. I love you.

2006-06-25T01:16:00.000+08:00

Directions: Place ALL your music into one playlist. Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward before the first question. Press forward for each question. Use the song title as the answer to the question. No cheating!

How am I feeling today? 孤单的夜里我不孤单 - 陈伟联
Will I get far in life? 自我催眠- 罗志祥
How do my friends see me? 老朋友-蔡淳佳
When will I get married? 世界唯一的妳-曹格
What's my theme song? 岁月无声 - Beyond
What is the story of my life? I will survive-Cake
What am I like in bed? Its my life- Bon Jovi
How can I get ahead in life? Hit me baby 1 more time- Travis
What is my best feature? My Sacrifice- Creed
How is tomorrow going to be? 美丽的神话-成龙/金喜善
What is in store for this weekend? High and Dry - Radiohead
What is my life like at the moment? Complicated-Avril Lavigne
What song describes my secrets? Nothing gonna change my love for you- George Benson
What is my current lover like? 你要的不是我 - 林俊杰
What song will they play at my funeral? If Tomorrow Never Comes- Ronan Keating
How does the world see me? Bright Lights –Matchbox Twenty
Will I have a happy life? 黑色幽默 - 周杰伦
What do my friends really think of me? With arms wide open - Creed
Do people secretly lust after me? Foolish Game - Jewel
Will I accomplish things in Life? Hold On - Wilson Philips
Will I find true love? 深海 - 张学友
How do I treat others? If I Could Be Where You Are - Enya

2006-06-24T02:52:00.000+08:00

WOW singapore refree is top in the FIFA standing amzing. Thumbs up for Shamsul Maidin for making Singapore proud as a refree though. see here.

Stupid Spain score just 1 goal, making people lose money most probably(including me). Kelong 1. whahaha, well lucky i play small small. Saw 1 auntie buy spain win at odds 1.16 for 5k*3(15k) at singapore pools today. Wah smart auntie and of corz lucky 1. Better than in bank only 3.25% interest. She will get 2.4k extra in return wah. That would be my pay leh.

1st night shift since the msia outing, felt still tired becorz of soccer lar. A game the guys(mostly) will get it. I see some girls(single) are interested with soccer mainly due to cute boys eg: Kaka from Brazil, Ahn Jung-Hwan from Korea, Antonia Reyes from Spain. A few I could tink of at this time. Those attached or married either they are accompanying their partner to watch or small percentage will be really love the game. And there are maybe few would watch cause they bet abit oso.

To someone who've been there for me since I took my first breath,
Raised me up into something good,
Took such good care of me like as though I am one of the most vulnerable treasure in his eyes,
Spending endless nights to earn the surplus of income for the family,
Sacrificized so much that got him dreaded at times.
I know daddy I have not been exactly the best girl,
But I want you to know that I love and care about you,
The love you provided will be kept in my heart,
As I pursue my dreams for you are my motivation.
Thank Daddy for loving me,
Withouty ou I would not have been anything,
Life may be tough especially the rough roads that you may face at times,
No matter what it is, you are holding strong,
Not for yourslef but for ME and the rest of the family.
YOu are the pillar of support,
Bread winner,
sole fighter in the game,
great companion,
most important of all. My one and only favorite daddy!!
I love you dad!

Bring strong dad, I miss you. *Sob Sob*

2006-06-19T19:15:00.000+08:00

Wow so many good singers from both the east and west come out with albums.
From the East 周传雄, 李圣杰 are some great male singers.
From the West are Ronan Keating, LeAnn Rimmes, Nelly Furtado and George Micheal so powerful all 4 of them had took some time to cut an album.

Had listen to all of them liao, I like LeAnn Rimmes best, her soothing yet high strong vocals makes me feel so comfortable. She is certainly 1 of those who fight her way to stardom with her voice but not the good looks. Support her ok. whahahah

Oh for the msia trip, i had made lots of new frens leh. wahahah, watched soccer, went to makan supper together. really must treasure these news frens. Celest, Amy, Markus, William are those few I had lots of talk with during the camp. We indeed have so much things to talk. From food, to even soccer topics, we had wonderful conversations. Haha tink back the last night in KL, I am such a good talker leh. I convince few groups from our church to join us during supper. In the end the boss of the shop still thanks me for bringing him biz while i was visiting the toilet. I told him, its his food that convince me to recommend to them.

Had lots of tidbits bought back from a shop i had visited when i got chance to go KL, the tidbits there is simply fabulous + its super cheap. Some products was even sold at $10 for 3. I tink the salespeople still remember me leh. whahahah still ask me how are u~~ wahahahah so honour to be recognise.

Consider it all joy, my brothers, when YOU meet with various trials, knowing as YOU do that this tested quality of YOUR faith works out endurance. But let endurance have its work complete, that YOU may be complete and sound in all respects, not lacking in anything.

Do you know when there is trails(test) then u could improve urself. But there will be suffering, work hard as in the end u will still reach the peak. Learn to love others then you will be loved.

Too long seem like i had visit the cinema. Been watching too much frenly movies on the computer liao. whahahahha. Care people.

Its difficult to make 1 smile for 1 min but its easy to make 1 cry for weeks.

2006-06-18T14:01:00.000+08:00

Came back from Msia late last nite... very shack partly due to soccer.. then straight to work liao.. Did not tell many people that i am heading to msia for the week as i was not there for "fun". Basically the funs i had were saving baby animals and Bible studies. Though i kinda not satisfy with the hotel's service, the overall fun is still there. Teaching the sunday school kids oso fun, but they are super hard to control 17 of them. Told them some new songs from the church. Other than these, eating there is so incredible great. The hotel catered everyday buffet for us. But during the night i still goes out for some shopping and of corz food.

tired tmr update more ba.

2006-06-05T01:12:00.000+08:00

The days after my exams, seem something like just gone. hahah, maybe im hardworking??? haha crap. Well those last minutes studies, excitement. Just gone. Glad its over but not totally, how well would i fare. Thats important. Another Strange feeling is that those days studying with frenz suddenly gone. Was thinking will we be studying together again next yr?? I will definately miss them.

Well world cup is getting nearer and nearer. Those GFs with BFs addicted to soccer must tolerate abit hor, he might be bad temper due to lack of sleep. Unless he can tahan without sleep like me. + i dun much of the temper to show even im super tired. whahahah advertising myself.

Listened to 2 albums recently, i tink Singapore haven sell ba. 1st album is by Thom Yorke(Radiohead). This time around he goes solo. For most frontmen and women who decide who dcide to go solo, the results are usually the same. either a tame acoustic guitar/piano or an extension of wad the band is oredy doing. i find is 1 of the 1st albums i heard thats strays away from these albums, and making sure it does not sound like Radiohead. Thom also makes sure not going too far into abstraction like Jonny Greenwood's(guitarist) soundtrack album, Thom stays rooted in crafting pop songs with bit i feel dark. Sounds good i can promise you. Hopefully Rodiohead album which will be coming out oso soon will be as good.

2nd album is by Keane. i find very interestingly, Keane is able to convey their songs without the use of any single guitar. Very solid leh. A more lullaby for adults than modern music. I feel like these songs has no political undertones(not like some other bands) but is in fact songs about the trappings of fame and success. The song is a fitting finale to an excellent new album by the group of three childhood friends who have managed to remain down to earth while making great music. Thumbs up. Nice lyrics for the album last song "The Frog Prince"

An old fairytale told me

The simple heart will be prized again

A toad will be our king

And ugly ogres are heroes

Then you’ll shake

Your fist at the sky"Oh why did I rely on fashions and small fry?"

All promises broken

Feed your people or lose your throne

And forfeit your whole kingdom

I’d sooner lose it than still live in it alone

You were our golden child

But the gentle and the mild

Inherit the earth, while

Your prince’s crown

Cracks and falls down

Your castle hollow and cold

You’ve wandered so far

From the person you are

Let go brother， let go

Cos now we all know

Soon, someone will put a spell on you

Perfume，treasure，sorcery，every trick they know

You will lie in a deep sleep

That’s when

Your prince’s crown

Cracks and falls down

Your castle hollow and cold

You’ve wandered so far

From the person you are

Let go brother，let go

Cos now we all know

2006-05-31T18:27:00.000+08:00

So boring, dunno what to write. today is duan wu jie AKA eat-ba-zhang day. Hmmm din get to eat a full dumpling this morning as erm corz i left the dumpling for my mum to consume. Therefore i haven have the chance to eat a ba zhang yet. So ke lian, any1 to spounser me?? hahha. i wanna Nonya dumpling rather than the usual meat dumplings. If meat 1, erm can it be vegeterian??

Haha i still remember i try to make rice dumplings during my poly days at my frens hse. those were fun times with my poly mates. hahaha. rice dumplings were made in various shape due to amatuers are trying to fool ard with food. Though i did learn bit from my grandma, my skill still up to standard. well for ingredients, we got yolk, chicken(to replace pork), mushroom, shrimp(hei bi) and alot more i tink, just cant remember. But the best moment is when we decide to make a big dumplings as we had not enough of leaves, we use wad is left tied the dumpling. wooooo real big. In the end though our dumplings is not heavenly tasty, we had certainly had a fun time.

memories is oways sweet

2006-05-27T07:54:00.001+08:00

Happy that 1 thing is over~~~ the exams. wooooo so happy. In order to celebrate for myself i bought myself a watch. oh no i haven buy another pair of jeans. How How??? hahaha hmmmmm, see how lar. If go town again, maybe i will buy. Yawn, now i am hungry + sleepy. Hopefully work end soon, then i can go home koonz.

Congrats to my fren who grad from NUS leh. I hope i will grad too in 2 years time.

Headed to Fish and Co for dinner on thursday after exams, ordered my fav swordfish collar. Was stunned by the portion they give. Anyway i went to wheel-lock place branch. Freaking full after crapping with my school frens. Then they go shop, i took cab down to somewhere to do biz lar. whahahahaa.

Went back Wheel-lock again yesterday with my frens, and 1 of them bought the new MacBook from Apple Centre. And I almost carry for her for most of the journey down orchard(im so ke lian). A great notebook with good specs, price wise is consider cheap. Actually wanna catch movie 1 with them, but hai the timing no good. I had to go work. Too bad lar.

hahaha. Take care.

枫 | Maple

2006-05-27T07:54:00.000+08:00

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影 Dark clouds cast a patch of shadow over our hearts

我聆听沉寂已久的心情 I listen closely to the feelings that have long been silenced

清晰透明 Distinct and transparent

就像美丽的风景 Just like a beautiful landscape

总在回忆里才看得清 That can only be clearly seen in one's memories

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 Can a heart that's been thoroughly wounded keep on loving me?

我用力牵起没温度的双手 I work hard to pull up a pair of warmth-less hands

过往温柔 A gentleness that came and went

已经被时间上锁 Has already been locked by time

只剩挥散不去的难过 All that's left are grievances that cannot be waved apart

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 Longing is like a maple leaf, slowly drifting downwards

我点燃烛光温暖岁末的秋天 I ignite a candle to warm this year-end's autumn

极光掠夺天边 The aurora steals the horizon

北风掠过想你的容颜 The north wind flits across, thinking of your appearance

我把爱想成了落叶 I think of love as a falling leaf

却换不回熟悉的那张脸 But I cannot trade back that familiar face

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 Longing is like a maple leaf, slowly drifting downwards

为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前 Why does this retrieval have to happen before winter comes?

爱你穿越时间 My love for you transcends time

两行来自秋末的眼泪 Two lines of tears that fell for the end of autumn

让爱渗透了地面 Has let love completely permeate the surface of the earth

我要的只是你在我身边 The only thing I want is for you to be at my side

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 Can a heart that's been thoroughly wounded keep on loving me?

我用力牵起没温度的双手 I work hard to pull up a pair of warmth-less hands

过往温柔 A gentleness that came and went

已经被时间上锁 Has already been locked by time

只剩挥散不去的难过 All that's left are grievances that cannot be waved apart

在山腰间飘逸的红雨 That rain of red floating halfway down between the mountains

随著北风凋零 Is scattered with the north wind

我轻轻摇曳风铃 I gently sway the windchime

想唤醒被遗弃的爱情 Attempting to awaken an abandoned love

雪花已铺满了地 Snowflakes have already covered the ground

深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰 Dreading that the maple leaves outside the window have turned to ice

2006-05-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

1st answer is towel cos of the cellulose in the cotton where the hydrophilic heads of the phospholipid bilayer attract the water molecules. chim leh, i read up 1 whahahahaha.

2nd answer the match stick lar wahahah.

3rd answer is the letter M.

4th is a HOLE lor wahhaha.

2006-05-12T10:20:00.000+08:00

what gets wet as it drys???? nice riddle guess it hahaha.

You enter into a dark room and have just one match. You have an oil lamp and a candle with you. Which one should you light first? dangerous riddle.

what occures in a minute and twice in a moment but not once in a thousand years? see properly

What gets bigger the more you take from it? tink ba

1 good question

2006-05-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

Do the black box in the plane ever be destroy??? If no, y cant the whole plane made be the same material as the black box??? hahhahahaha

Days of my studies.... and days of searching gifts

2006-04-29T02:14:00.000+08:00

Yeah study did not have good progress leh, well thats wad i feel lar. Exam date is closing nearer, OMG howhowhow?? aiya shun qi zhi ran. Well i tink i did absorb some lar.

Yeah one of my fren birthday was on 25th of june, oredy got the present liao, but not given yet. Hope its a nice presnt ba. 1 of my online fren was looking for a perfume at a cheaper price, oredy ask my SQ frens help to see see look look liao. So good my SQ fren flying to paris this monday. Shiok man. But i bet she will study in her hotel room.

I will have 2 frens having Bday in June, dunno wad to buy leh. Gifts are so difficult to think of.

Shld continue with my books liao. take care.

爱很简单 << really but is it still take 2 to tango, 活该 << i deserve it

2006-04-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

如果你还有一些困惑请贴着我的心倾听
听我说着　爱你 yes I do 我爱你

I kinda love this line from the song 爱很简单. How I wish I could tell this to someone. HAHA. Well voting is near (6th of may), and I be voting as Jalan Besar will have contest most probably. But shit my 1st paper is on the 9th. TMD, cannot wait til June meh?? Too bad this is garmen decision.

是你太乖　不是我坏　爱情本来不是黑就是白
不能给你　最后的爱　我的伤心都叫做活该
别在等待　别怕解骇　爱与不爱没有灰色地带
如果你最后还是要离开　我的生命就不算存在

如果爱你是我自己活该　我会亲手将自己掩埋

Yeah song from 信乐团 <活该>. Though I know I cant wait forever, I will still remember you.

Tmr will be studying~~ where shall it be??? Sms all my kakis later tonight see how.

Nice shades??? Hmmm wanna buy leh. $180 hmmmmm worth the catch??

WOOOOOOOO KODA KUMI

2006-04-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

Slurp Koda Kumi really a SLT. hahah i din missa later by calling her SL*T.

SLT is Sexy Little Thing. Haha.

Of all Japanese singer I still like Utada Hikaru.

2006-04-23T11:34:00.000+08:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, butbecause of who I am when I am with you.我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and theone who is, won't make you cry.沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the wayyou want them to, doesn't mean they don't love youwith all they have.那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for yourhand and touches your heart.一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sittingright beside them knowing you can't have them.掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, becauseyounever know who is falling in love with your smile.就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to oneperson you may be the world.在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, whoisn'twilling to waste their time on you.不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong peoplebefore meeting the right one, so that when wefinally meet the person, we will know how to begrateful.可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because ithappened.不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurtyou so what you have to do is keep on trusting andjust be more careful about who you trust next timearound.這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know whoyouare before you try and know someone else andexpect them to know you.在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come whenyou least expect them to.不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FORA REASON.緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

True friends: How many people actually have 8 truefriends?真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have allright friends and good friends!!!我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

So cool hmmmmmmmmmm true close frens, i tink i dun much too.....

SO DANGEROUS

2006-04-19T08:03:00.001+08:00

Msia just too dangerous to go liao, another 39 yo guy kanna kill by close near back shots. 3 shots were fired in total. Its seriously bad. Cannot anyhow go msia for tour liao. Go there kanna shoot how?? hahaha, life lar hor??

Recently raining raining raining, so gd i love rain. macham it pour out the feelings for me. hahaha.

A BOMB I RECIEVED

2006-04-19T08:03:00.000+08:00

yeah recieved a bomb yesterday, darn. Its my handphone bill. $70++ leh. made 499 sms. wow. mine is a super old plan so = no free sms. My POSB acc shows $1.32, aiyo how to pay??? well lucky 20th is approaching. Anyway dun worry, i got more than 1 bank savings. My primary bank is doing well. hahaha.

Recently eat kinda lots of vege dishes, even at home i cooked more vege than i used to. There is a webby i must recommend good, they teach how to replace meat with nice and good vege. www.theppk.com

Voting is coming near. Speculation all over the place about when will be the voting date. well hopefully it wun be on my exam day. but i tink it will falls on SAT. My jalan besar confirm will vote 1. Damn no walkover. So i decided to vote for _____________. WHO??? i cant say la. confidential ok??? politics not many ppl wanna understand, ppl just wanna live freely, peacefully, pray for a beautiful world. But its an ugly world lar. Once you step out in the working industry, people change drastically. Never trust people too easily. HAHAH treat every1 u dunno at 1st as bad egg?? Nah no need lar. Just be reserve and dun say things out too fast or too much. Never know it will make you jobless anot.

Funny thoughts when i think of something. What a person when he will try to prove his innocence after some accusation of some1 else. Thats ridiculous.

Meet the ugly world that we cant avoid

2006-04-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

The Circus Ascendant

She died in inconvenience to the law
And with her went the balance of shame and awe
A paltry yield, for shame was just a husk
And awe long since retreated to the dusk
They have no place to breathe in modern mores
Such concepts canker on our lips, ripe sores
To pick and scratch so scabs can form, to pick
Them off, to bleed again, to keep us sick
Sick with fear or spite, but with that need
That constant terrible hunger that makes us feed
On dark, acidic medicines, the drink
Distilled by spleen until it’s as black as ink
We dab it on our eyes and call it clear
And wipe with grand display each black false tear
We dance at hospital beds, tied by strings
To each calliope note that screeching sings
Of clowns with scabrous mouths and death-black eyes
And failing hands that weakly brush at flies
Until a coma spreads to claim us all
In vegetative state, all while the call -A whisper of shame or a clangorous shout of awe - Dies upon the deafened ears of law.

Just dunno why things come and come to me, like lots of debris falling on me. Ugly world isit. Sometimes people are so ignorant with what's good for them, never ever realise who are good to them. I optimistic at things, as I will on endure with all the blood and sweat I shed. This road to my future is not easy. Its very tough till I could even expect what will be coming. I love myself, I hope you TOO. Study hard to those who having exam soon. Work hard earn more to those who has to. Play hard whenever we can. HAHA I decided to go to 1 of the music singing school after my exams. Well not to have stardom dreams but to see how well i fare. Anyway I tink my singing suxks. Dun you agree.

heavy or light.... its still rain

2006-04-14T15:00:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm those who prepare a nice outing or date, must say so sorry leh. Rain makes a big difference today. Hai, unfortunately mine too. Lunch was at office with cup noodles. Lazy to brave the storm lar. Hmmm hopefully tonight makan session wun be a disappointment lar. Yesterday i oredy told my mum, either 1 of these 3 days which today til sunday, there would be a big downpour. whahahah "tingting" i correct leh. why would i make such prediction?? hmmmmm i just feel tt, somehow it would be. Maybe inside me, there is sixth-sense ba.

I had lots of laksa these few days. Maybe being affected by my laksa-lover previous partner. He really love laksa i suppose. Been limiting myself to smoke 5 sticks a day. I suppose i wanna quit, but the urge too great. Even my mum oso say try smoke lesser lar hor. Now is stress period, i nid them efficiently. 1 of the shift guys officially gone. No more masala chicken during deepavali for us le. So sad. Well people come and go + my workplace wun get good prospect 1. So i believe i will go eventually too.

For studies, i tink im still taking easy thought the days seem closer. I oso dunno y. I did some maths and stats today. Did some research for Biz management. total hours spent = 2 hrs ba. Hmm isit sufficient for 2 hrs of stuides only. find that the maths still not that difficult leh. Hopefully the real exam will not be a killer like the mock. yeah the maths and stats did kill lots of ppl who took it. For me, i spend hours at my workplace doing the paper.

early in the morning, i put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我　不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你　爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡　的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨　对我微笑著的你
还能够　做些什麼代替我的歉意
总是望著我　小心翼翼顺著我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然　让你精疲力尽
you were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　
梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了错不能失去你
ooh—babe---you fought your way through the rush hour
try to make it home just for me
月光下静静靠著彼此　只求夜长一点
有多久没有好好看你　只是认定了我
无论在什麼时候回头　都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有　想要哭的感觉
没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最後一次机会
换我忍耐换我等待　不要真的弃权
OOOOOOOO.......baby是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖
心裏唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成　灰烬
if you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me.

currently lots of ppl like this song. Me myself??? of corz i like it, i prefer the english version sang by kyran white. She got a more powerful voice + a nicer emotion in singing this song. Wheras i feel tt chao ge, he somehow uses a super high pitch voice than emotion to sing this R&B song . hahahah macham song critics. But all and all he sing quite good la.

Should head back to my books liao. I feel tired oso leh. Yawn. cya babes and hunks. Why even not NETS oso need to advertise???? crazy waste our money produce such advertisement. hahaha

HOW TO FRENCH KISS!!!!!!!

2006-04-12T07:35:00.000+08:00

French Kissing tips This is a guide to basic kissing, i.e. you learn the basics and get the basics right, then experiment and try different styles and more advanced techniques.

The basics

1. Brush your teeth, get a good bath, nicely groomed and clean and fresh, before meeting the other person. There's nothing worse than kissing the rear end of a garbage truck

2. Get into a comfortable position - you can't kiss if your back feels like it's gonna break. Suggestion - Sit side by side on a comfy sofa.

3. Hold your lover , firmly but gently - don't cause pain. Suggestion would be to hold the shoulders, the neck or gently on the side of the face, one side or both sides.

4. Move your faces closer. Don't bump noses. Suggestion would be the guy angle his face slightly so you don't bump noses.

5. Kiss gently, normal closed lips kissing, and close your eyes. Closing your eyes increases the sensations you feel, and also sets the mood.

6. Continue kissing gently. Get comfortable with simple closed lips, lip-to-lip kissing before going anywhere else.

7. If fine till here, tentatively, slowly and lightly draw your tongue across the other person's lips.

8. Chances are from here, if the other person lightly parts her tongue, slowly explore the other person's tongue in a light licking motion.

9. The tongue has a very sensitive surface, which is why tongue to tongue is the essence of french kissing.

10. After you've tried lightly licking the other person's tongue, you can try sucking on it, wrestling with it ( see if you can hold it to the floor of her mouth ) and other things like that.

11. Explore the other areas of the mouth. Especially the roof of the mouth. Lightly lick, or tickle the area with your tongue.

12. Don't bite. whatever you do, don't bite.

13. Don't swing your tongue round and round like a windmill. Explore lightly, don't drill your way through.

14. Breathe through your nose. Breathe through your nose. I say again, breathe through your nose.

15. Follow so far? You can lightly use your hands too, lightly rubbing the other person. Suggestions, along the waist, along the back, the arms, especially the inside of the arm, the neck, maybe running your fingers through her hair. Again, don't cause pain.

16. Continue kissing.

but hor from wad i understand from the french, they seldom bathe 1. they got 1 special BO that attract gers/ladies maybe.

Terrible time schedule

2006-04-11T07:07:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm, my 2nd time after night shift then go sch, and again its a crazy tiring thing to do. Plus the lecturer is bloody mono-toned, making me more tired. Plus the after a 9pm to 9am shift, my studies is from 10am - 10pm then 2nd night shift from 9 to 9 again. When i reach my office, my shackness overwhelmed my work ethics, hahaha. And i just fell asleep. woooooo.

Decided not to attend todays rev class which is Stats. KNS the lect super boring and somehow i feel like she is not suitable to teach lecture, she just keep toking toking toking without stopping. hopefully IBM on sat and sun wun be same.

Too tired liao lar. i wanna go home koonz.

A chance not given = No more chance but i tink i still carry on this way though its stupid and it will not happen.

3 Nites of studying or slacking or working??

2006-04-10T02:40:00.000+08:00

Yeah start of my 3 nite shifts, dunno whether to study anot. Hmmmmm seem like 12 hour, i would make some time for study ba. Hmmmm no matter you are slacking or bz, brain juice will be still be used up.

Just now went to newton circus have supper with frens, took some time off from work went there. woooooo eat alot wor, from mee to sting-ray. very filling and shiok. Bought back carrot cake and kopi for my partner. Should be shiok shiok for my partner oso.

Went to geylang walk walk + eat 1 of my fav beef horfan, very exciting. Too bad only few gers out at the streets for us to view. Hai maybe its 3 am so hahah, those potential customer got their prey liao. During my walk there, saw some exciting things, police catching pros lar, ppl fight lar, and lots of OKTs asking my fren and me :" Lao Ban, qui le mah??" (Boss, blow already?) hahhaha!!!!!! Hmmmm the ppl fighting is 1 of the cute fight i saw, 2 guys fight over 1 chicken, really is stupid, gong gong.

Saw an article in the papers yesterday and im so agree with it. Whenever a lady(gf, wife, or even fren) is keeping mum and of corz showing an unsatisfy mood(some gers have the word angry on their face), men oredy lose the battle. What battle u would be tinking? Well its a battle that keep men wondering what or where did they do wrong? spending the whole day u tink and tink and tink, buying flowers/present in hope of pleasing them. Well its just another theory that men just dun understand.

14th of april - Good Friday. woooooo every1 is happy that is a holiday, whats is good friday anyway?? Good Friday is the Friday immediately preceding Easter Sunday. It is traditionally the day on which Jesus was crucified. Assuming that Jesus was crucified and died on a Friday, should Christians remember by celebrating Good Friday? bible does not instruct Christians to remember Christs death by honoring a certain day. bible does give us freedom in these matters, however. Romans 14:5 tells us “1 man considers one day more sacred than another, another man considers every day alike. each one should be fully convinced in his own mind.” Why is Good Friday referred to as “good”? What the Jewish authorities and Romans did to Jesus was definitely not good. However, the results of christ’s death are very good! Romans 5:8, “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” Peter 3:18, “For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive by the spirit.”

hehe i still remember wor as an unworthy christain. hehehe. Hmmm anyway i be working on that day. I dun attend churches as i used to, mainly becorz i time quite understand the view of teaching from the religion. But i believe there something or some1 that can make me feel better when i feel sad, get confident when i lost them. it not like saying prayers, its more like telling myself i will excel if i step out doing it.

Visited the cat adoption drive cum competition at expo organised by Cat Welfare Society(CWS), this time around there are not much cats around corz 1 of the staff told me they dun wanna cage the cats as the cats oso dun like to be caged. Well saw some nice kitties. Hmmmmm wanted to adopt but tinking tt i would be moving house by this year, i abandoned the thoughts. Made a friend during my visit at the http://fivecatflyer.blogspot.com/ go visit if u wanna see some cats. Cant wait til the dogs competition. Oh anyway i skip sch on sunday to go to this exhibition. HAHA dun scold me hor.

NO more babysitting for my mum

2006-04-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

Mummy called me to say, "baby's mother found a new babysitter liao, so it will stop til the end of the month." Can feel that my mum is sad but wad to do??? Hmmmmm, my mum cannot rest down 1, she will find another job i believe. But i scare her health problem. So any people got lobang for babysitting?? let me mama take care lor.

My partner super duper riducalously wanna bully me sia. When to lunch at 12 back at 2 then now dinner from 6 to almost 8 liao. he only work 8 hours per day rather than 12 hours. Well forget it, i very good to bully 1 anyway.

Hmmmmmm hmmmmm i wanna eat some hot, thai stuff again after yesterday feast. wooooo very very shiok. Today i had great food oso, otah, puffs, bar chor mee... oh yeah, nice food. I suddenly got chicken wing crave. How?? hahahah hmmmm later go buy mah??

Cya next time

2006-04-02T08:48:00.000+08:00

Sunday morning embarked another night of working. Did not really read thru my books. actually it was the 1st nite i actually had a great sleep at my work place. too tired le. Ok going sch yet again. Cya.

Dun regret any decision u made. hahaha i dun regret i lose my things(PSP). i dun regret that my father died and im not filial to him as i done a great job i believe. Wad can be more depress???

2006-03-31T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmmm now is the craze of "Da Chang Jing", its now a household name leh. Hmmmmm even i go food court, those korean stalls tends to make it of this frenzy period to make more money. Ya very true that korean food are kinda healthy, there is lots of vege vege vege. hahaha. In the show, the ppl tends to use lots of beef and chicken as their main meat intake. But i tink they missed out 1 of their traditional food. DOG MEAT. Yah those acients time in korean, they take lots of dog meat rather than beef ba. Hmmm not that i wanna critisize their show, but if they want us to know or learn Korea's culture, they should still educate us their food habits.

Hmmmmm recently i create a new ramen dish. I cook the instant ramen 1st - 1 pack is ok le kinda big pack. Normally ramen haf to eat in soup base. But i dry it, in order to make to wun stick together i put in cold water 1st then put some sesame oil after drying it totally. Then i will fry those chucks onions, mushrooms and chicken cubes, followed by the thick tomato sauce and some white wine. then the ramen will be back into the pan. WOOOOOo heaven. i dun haf the extra ingredient pamesan cheese too bad but still consider tasty to me.

Hmmmmmm lazy to tink wad to type liao. Oh my fren who kept the cat, XP. HAHA now its a lazy fat cat. Hmmm forget to bring the photos to office to scan. Sorry. Next time ba if got chance. REALLY FAT. My fren planning to give him a diet. haha

2006-03-28T19:16:00.000+08:00

i really tink that this month i very suay hahahaha. everythign i did somehow nvr goes well. Today a system just died after i do a soft reboot to it. hahahahah yah very suay. Its 1 of the impt system at my workplace.

Yeah recommended a fren of mine at sch to my manager to work at the same place as me. WOOOOO, imagine he come in work with me so shiok hor. hahaha. well 1 gone and 1 come.

i kinda miss lots of my past times hobby today, fishing and percussion are those main 1s. Fishing can be my every weekend routine during my poly days. while percussion is of corz jamming at machperson will oways leave a great impact in my heart. Saw super band, reminded me of those days i jam with my frens. SAD~~~ 1 died, 2 overseas and 1 MIA. And now here blogging. Good times never stop for any1. We have to know how to make the memories live in our heart.

Today pick up my mum at the hospital during my lunch time. Sad a ger cry aged around 14-16 ba corz her grandma pass away. hmmmmm felt sad for her too, took my tissue gave her, ask her to cheer up. well it wun work of corz. At least i tried. Things are unpredictable. Hai.

hmmmmmm kinda angry that my partner oways go out very late wor. 6 go out 730 not back yet. Noon i oso let him go 1st. lucky i manage to get to my mum. hahaha

suddenly tot of a story leh. Wad happen when suddenly my GF lost a voice through certain situation. i gave thought to these of corz if i love her alot i wun leave her. i will certainly learn sign laguage to be with her. But wad i will tell her?? i tink very very long as these would be the ending of the story. I have spent time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I did not forgotten our promise to be with you always. Let me have the chance to be your voice. Its your presence that will be my soul not ur voice. Certainly i will always remember you lovely beautiful that u used to have, but its you that i want. Without you its will be a absence in me. At least i tink i now will use my fingers as actions to say I Love You. With that, will you marry me.

Somehow im been touch by myself. i haf tears w/o dropping that stays in my frame of my eyes. hahah. Hmmmm in real life i said things to only 1 ger i like. Vibidly i remember should be like this. i stare at you wishing you were mine, but you dun notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell you, i want you to know that i dun want to be just friends, i love you but i am just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish you would tell me i loved you!

i phrase it like a story to her. so she did not really notice. hahahah tts life we are still frens now.

2006-03-27T09:42:00.000+08:00

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hahah super not happy, i have lost my PSP why dun ask lar~~~ life still have to go on~~~ hahaha anyway can concentrate on studies liao, hahahah gd sign isn't is?? hahahahhaahha working yet a day lucky w/o boss. All went meeting.

LOVE YOU LOVE YOU may i love u?? hahaha so sian sing sing song to waste time.... i made a decision which i cannot tell u ppl. hahahaha. only 1 person know ba. Jiayou every1

2006-03-26T11:04:00.000+08:00

Super many Ups and Downs happen these days. My father peacefully passed away on the 16th March. After 24 years since im was bore, he had been a great father. Bringing up my 2 elder sis + me and maintaining a 33 years of marriage is kinda rare sight nowadays. Oh anyway my dad is 60 year old, bore in the year of dog, went away in the year of dog.

Thanks for all the help from all my frens and relative who attended the wake.

On the happy note, my 2nd sis gave birth to a cute baby boy at GlenEagles hospital on the past wednesday. He weighed 2.8kg got curly hair maybe. hahaha. He played saliva when he first come out wor so cute. Cheers on my fren who is getting married today. And grats to another fren of mine who finally get the some1 she like long ago. So many happy things happy too.

Back to work seem kinda weird corz too long like not working. Got compassionate leave dunno how many days, wait until tmr then ask manager. Took leave, so not working for 4 days = almost 2 wks not at work. Slack is nice, but over slack really is no good, will cause the work viens to stop hahaha.

Now i kinda kan jiong with the upcoming exam le. Dunno can do it anot. hahahah. Must chiong abit by this 1 month ++

Stop here liao.

There are people whom i cannot be able to give them my love, but i still love them. Who are you??? Do you know??

2006-03-14T03:09:00.000+08:00

SUPER BIG HAI................. today not in gd mood to write actually, just felt very sian come here post some crap. Had a bad day basically both at work and personal life. 1 of my fren got a sudden mix feelings with her upcoming wedding. Talk to her quite long through the fone for almost 2 hrs. Kinda long, its been a long time i lent my ear to some1 complaining.

你太美爱你要先学会心碎
我害怕没有你日子失去光辉
专心的爱一个人对不对
爱情的崎岖让人觉得好累

你爱过谁为谁流过泪
为他说过但从未实现的诺言
有没有后悔想不想说抱歉
如果有机会愿不愿重来一回

被爱是幸福爱人是痛苦
我连在你面前想哭都不会
被爱是幸福爱人是痛苦
我已经选择爱你这条路

被爱是痛苦我已经选择爱你这条路
被爱是幸福爱人是痛苦我连在你面前想哭都没有泪
被爱是幸福爱人是痛苦
我已经选择爱你只付出

This is song i tink most suit her now.

Hmmmm thusday suppose to go watch movie with a friend i tink had decided to cancel it due to some last min meet up with another fren. Too much problem nowadays liao. WHY WHY WHY??? Hai. Lets talk abit about a guy who is virgorian cause im half virgo. A virgo will never be romantic, he will not sweet talk to a girl. Virgorian guys jealousy level is very very very very high(lucky im only half). And they very obedient 1 especially to their mum.(law abiding should be a better 2 words to use). Tidiness to them also very important whether its not physically, it will be psychological state.(im super untidy). They are not a very gd boyfriend in relationship but will be a very gd husband( i believe) as they will use their last energy to earn get the best for their family. To be successful in life - other, perhaps, than your tendency to be a little too self critical at times. This is wad i tink lar. Dunno how true anot.

Ok lar too crappy liao. Any1 got problem to share i dun mind lending u my ears. HAHA. Even my sch mate says i really tink alot for a 24yo boy. Hey im a man liao not boy wahahaha. Too talkative le. No gd.

2006-03-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating so long leh~~~ Been BZ again.... hai~~ + no internet access at home. Hmmmm visited IT show on thursday after with my colleague, bought an extra memory stick for my psp(1GB). And my fren actually got lots of things to buy 1, end up only buy 1 extra SD card for his phone. The other stuff not becorz out of this budget but they either not on sale at the show or its the wrong model.

Got present for my friend, a purple crampler bag. Kinda expensive but i tink its worth the money lar. Did not play game for a couple of nites, due to lack of players. Sad, most of them fell sick leh. Hai take care of urself mah. These days so freaking hot. WTH. Cannot tahan sia.

Now sitting beside me got 2 books- 1 a 280++ pages another a 1k pages of heavy weight textbook. Hai tonight gonna sort them out abit by topics i guess. HAHA mummy just call to ask me y i spend so much this few days. Opps, jialats she found out le. haha and she tell me dun smoke too much in the nite hor. ORH okok. i will take care. hahah~~~

Hmmm yeah man utd win whearas sob sob man city lost. yawn. Later got time then update more lar.

2006-03-05T07:45:00.000+08:00

LALALALA..... hmmm wads the feeling to have class straight after a nite shift???? i will noe later... wahhahahaha.... now my brain abit malfunction liao.. will i able to dong??? hahah Sure can... at most things go in 1 year come out the other..... yeah tts at most..

2006-03-04T06:23:00.000+08:00

As promise i will write a song. Dunno wad title i shld give it. HMMMMM maybe "Another day"

I feel it all around, i feel it in my bones
My life is on the line, when i'm away from home
When i step out the door, the jungle is alive
I do not trust my ears, i don't believe my eyes
I will not fall in love, i cannot risk the bet
Cause hearts are fragile toys, so easy to forget
It's just another day, there's murder in the air
It drags me when i walk, i smell it everywhere
It's just another day, where people cling to light
To drive away the fear, that comes with every night

Chorus
It's just another ~~~ it's just another day
It's just another ~~~ it's just another day . . .

It's just another day~~when people wake from dreams
With voices in their ears~~that will not go away.

-END-

Now im hungry n tired. Hmmm too much figures(maths i did) in my brain liao. Those dy/dx and lots of shits are driving my head going goons. How i wish it rain today later, then i can haf a nice good rest. Shall study further tmr nite. Til then i shall sign off.

2006-03-04T02:56:00.000+08:00

Start the 1st nite of the 2 working..... hmmmmm ppl complaining for my absence at the mock exam. Hmmm i will be working for 4 of 5 papers... And anyway it will not weigh anything to my grade so give it a miss. "you could haf the feel in the exam room mah?" hmmmmm y not i make use of my nite shift time myself 3 hrs per paper. I can do 4 papers leh isit tt better. + i oso got aircon at my workplace. Niteshift only have me n my partner, so the noise decibel is low except certain system may sound.

What can 1 fren do for another??? Listen to him/her when he/she not feeling well, Be a profession when he/she needed in that specialty( eg. be a lawyer if he/she got lawsuit), buy him/her fav things, treat him/her food, spend the day doing wad he/she like. i tink im a terrible fren, above mentioned stuffs, i did at most is 20%. Forget all bout this lar.

Hmmmmm scan thru the forums i normally go, saw some gd creativity with those chinese ppl( from china though im chinese too). They make a MV using shots of FF VII:advents children and JAY Chou's song "qing tian". Kinda nice sweet MV.

All I want is to be the best. The best at something…speaking, skating, painting, chess, music, writing…something, anything. What is it?!?

What is it that makes us try so hard?!? What drives us to spend hours and hours a day, trying, investing time and energy…hopes and dreams?!? What is it?!?Perhaps it is the desire to transcend, to rise above. The desire to be recognized in a crowd of mediocrity…to shine above the mundane. In a world of such variety and diversity, the desire to find ourselves, to gain an identity, to be somebody…not just anybody.But there is a problem, and it is often hidden and buried…but it underlies much of the pain and frustration within.

There is always someone better. There is always someone faster, wittier, better at doing that very thing in which we “hold our own.” Look around…no matter how good you are, there is always someone better. More disturbing is that even when you truly are the best, and there isn’t a soul on the planet that can keep up with you in that thing, it still won’t satisfy you. It will not let you rest. Olympic Gold Medalists face this, this feeling of being lost, ‘cause once you’ve reached the top…where do you go from there?!? Now what? Another sport perhaps, another skill or talent…’till you’ve reached the top there also…and on and on…always running…always wondering when it will be enough.So, for those of us who find ourselves in this race for perfection, and we all do to some extent or another, there must be something we’re missing. Some illusive purpose that gets lost along the way. What’s it all for? Why do we do this to ourselves? And if we feel so strongly about something, what is this perfection? When can we say that we’ve reached it, if being the best in the world is not enough?Maybe it’s that point at which you can walk away…that point at which you become truly free…gain the ability to turn your back on something that reaches into your soul…and not look back. Maybe it’s the point at which you can get past the part of you that has invested so much, the chance to put something meaningful above what you’ve always viewed as your limit.And maybe that point is inside us all. I suppose it comes as a package, standing side by side with each gift, each talent we have. Just as a chess player can reach the championship game, after a life of toil, a life of dedication to the art of thinking…and sit across from his strongest opponent, knowing he or she can beat them…and then offer a draw…just stand up, and back away from the table.It’s having the crowd roaring in your head as you face your biggest rival, and realize that your biggest rival is not across from you, your biggest rival is yourself…your pride, your desire to conquer, to be the best, your desire for fame, adulation, for having the power to energize a crowd…and these are your true opponents. And through conquering them, is your only possibility for true perfection. Maybe it is only through this perfection that one earns his or her identity; his or her true self.Because anyone who has been there, anyone who has faces his or her fiercest opponent before a crowd, knows that when the crowd is at its loudest, when the fans are on their feet, when the whole world is holding its breath, and when you have become the center of a worlds psyche…be it the world of sports, art, or music…when the pressure has built to the size of a mountain that can crush your very soul, until you have become larger than life itself…………It is at this point that turning your back is most significant…when you can, under such tremendous pressure, reduce your opponent to what they truly are…a person, a person who has struggled just as you have, who has more in common with you then all the world, who most understands you,…anyone in that position will know that when you walk away, you truly walk alone. You are the only person on the face of this earth, that at such a moment, is strong enough to lift your hands and back away…………and that is an identity…that is an individual, a true someone…a person who has conquered themselves…And to you others who stand in the crowd, to you who has cheered that person on through thick and thin, over time,…know deep in your heart that the person walking away is not the same person who began this journey… for the person walking away is at that moment……perfect.

Dedicated to the true great ones…you know who you are.May, what to some may seem like cowardice, seem to you as honor.

Long Crap. I noe u ppl mite not read. I just sian lar. Maybe i shld write a song??

2006-02-27T20:31:00.000+08:00

TIRED LIAO

Feeling so tired these few days, partly working n study altogether~~~ sian.

HMMMMMM maybe write a song in my dream tonight~~~~

Had nasi lemak for dinner today.

Im feeling Fat again~~~~

I just wanna sleep ASAP...

My frens are resigning from a same Lame Company~~~

Smoking seem seem sickening today.

Am i sick or wad?/?

i oso dunno. i just wanna sleep liao even at work.

2006-02-23T06:14:00.000+08:00

The NYP scandal which spread fire faster the indonesia forest fire had indentify only the ger's name tammy. I somehow found out the guy aka director in the video was name ANDY if not wrong and he was a Ex-(dunno wad clan) gamer guy. Challenged him in game be4. Well gd luck to him again if he is not brought to court.

Yeah Chelsea lose to barca. Juve lose yeah. real madrid lose yeah. inter milan draw hai. in the end i predicted well but i din bet. Darn shld haf. Yeah shld haf.

now 6am past 5 mins, my buddy taking a rest from the hectic programming we had just now. I was slacking all the way. GUILTY????? yeah just a tiny wee bit. my sch mate ask me to go sch study today. Will i haf the str?? maybe not i wanna rest more be4 continue. I seldom rest. This time ard, i also dunno why.

Time for some pics on the cat i save. REM some previous post?? LEFT XP corz the rest of the 3, 1 died due to malnutrition, 2 was given away.

2006-02-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

哭也無聲委屈也是自己撐
就算哭紅了眼沒人心疼
我不想我們之間又多出了一個人
增添了我們的傷痕

我們的愛能容納多少人
有多少事能容許發生
愛的路程總有曲折
不說是因為信任

如果說愛只能有兩個人
他的愛讓你失去平衡
在你心中最多一人
其實你已選擇對我殘忍

Wrote a song while in sch study, too sian of my studies. hahaha. used my fren lappy to type in the words. As he got only chinese(traditional) characters, too bad hahahah.

2006-02-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

Live the life you have. Pek chek, depress, anguish??? These are some terms my frens used this week. Hmmmmm me of course myself encounter those things be4. But i still honour my life and wun treat ppl out there to suit my feelings.

1 of the big news some teenagers had their sex life being film, it seem like they are way out for trouble. Arent singapore promoting Singaporean to haf more kids??? thats just some ppl start young, cultivating themselves practising. Its their life to carry by themselves not us. Giving conselling is not helping the girl. Is she studying fine now?? At least she still persue her own good in education. And if she is a bimbo or even a in-class or sch-hater, even so do those jerks need to steal her HP and distribute those files??? Hmmm oh anyway the guy might be in danger as he had unatural sex - oral with the ger. Would he be jailed though they did a whole package + the missionary and cowger as wad i seen. Some ppl say he will kanna. He suay lar. Well 1 thing we shld learn again. Never keep those stuff in your Hp, n if u wanna keep make sure ur hp will not leave ur sight.

People just enjoying their sex life and would like to have souviniers. They found their life long partner and doing some pre-maritial activities. Is that all wrong. To be frank both my SIS got pregnant before married. Parents do feel sad of course when their home-taught conservative gers got into such situation. Such things are inevitable. At least my bro-in-laws are couragous to go far to beat the metal bar when hot. HAHA.

Above are my personal views, any disagreement please share.

HAHA saw my fren in 1 of the viariety show. She look fat while being film~~~ hahahahahaha. Dun kanna smack by her.(hopefully)

2006-02-22T04:44:00.000+08:00

Saw this phrase in chinese, shall type in HYPY, as i lazy to type in chinese char.

zai shi jian zhui yao yuan de ju li
(wads nn earth is the longest distance)
bu shi wo zhan zai ni mian qian
(not me who is standing in front of you)
que bu zhi dao wo ai ni
(yet is i dun realise i love you)

er qie..... ming ming zhi dao bi qi xiang ai
(And...... even we know we love one another)
que bu neng zai yi qi
(yet we cant to be together)

when i saw this phrase i sense someting wrong with me, hahah i cried. Yeah i do cry sometimes. wahhaha. The words are simply too beautiful.

2006-02-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

Been some time since i update my blog leh. Missed me?? nah i dun tink any1 will. 7 days/nites ago how u ppl celebrate V.day??? Me?? i was working as tuesday hahaha. Its wasn't not bad afterall. At least i had some great food and my studies guides to accompany me. The exams are really pushing near everyday. Was kinda worried about the results leh. Hai.

V day isit suppose to be a special day for couples to get together to haf a nice heart to heart chat. Then some nice dinner at somewhere most likely the guy who initiate, probably to kill off the show, will be a nice movie or walk down the beach. For me, a virgorian who is not romantic at all, doesn't like to do such stuffs. I prefer a avoid the much crowded places like the restaurant, or cinema. Actually in singapore, there are lots of parks u noe??? But only filled with mosquitoes. There is 1 year i like the best is that i brought the some1 to go fishing. That night was so cold(lucky i brought my wind breaker), i covered her and made her some tea(i brought hot flask too). Other than fishing, of corz we talk alot about our own stuff. Well tt was the past, now the she was happily staying in wherever she is to persue her music stuides. Long time since i had contacted her.

My Hp is really failing on me these few days, i had to wack it in order to revive the keypad. Was considering getting the motorola phone SLVR L7, seem kinda nice n thin. HAHA. My fren, Alex, after getting his new HP, saw him dropped it on the floor. Heartbreak for him. HAI. Well got my salary yesterday, happy like hell. And it will be a short month this time ard, to collect my next pay cheque. My credit card bills oso kinda heave this month, mum scolded me thru phone. Boy ah!!!!! u use money like water again!!!!!! OK mum i control.

Hungry liao, ask my buddy to go explore food for me. HAHA, he better dun bring ger back. WHAHAHAHA. Joking.

2006-02-18T19:00:00.000+08:00

Some wise ones love the unlovable
To keep more darkness at bay
How brave they are
They plunge in our communal dark depth
To swim so we don’t drown
Yet they could so easily
Stay on a sandy beach.

crappy crap crapping

2006-02-18T09:40:00.000+08:00

Watched a few games of ice hockey, finds tt it 1 of the most violent sports in the sporting industry. Information is im not watching the guys matches, its the ladies games that attracted me(swedish goal-keeper is pretty). The tackling, banging and so call wacking their sticks into their opponent are not so purposely done, its the nature of the game i suppose.

Hungry liao. ate some cold whipped potato and pineapple pie this morning only. COLD, now stomach i dunno is feeling hungry ornot well. wahahhaha

2006-02-13T04:38:00.000+08:00

I bot a card down at the drugstore
It said Im tinking of u
Ive put some flowers on the table
But I noe you wun be home

These are some of the little things
Tt I do cause I still love you
And today mite be the hardest day
Ive had since you been gone

Valentine, girl do you still think about me
I still wake up at night calling out your name
And the roses are there
Paper hearts are everywhere
But the 14th of February
Will never been the same
Where did we go wrong??????????
I tot we had it made

Was it just my wishful tinking
Is it supposed to be this way
Oh but I still feel the magic
That comes this time of year

When everybody got a sweetheart
And Im wishin tt you were here.

Above song is not written due to my feelings, but written corz too boring wahhahahaha. Actually i haf not experience wad the song is written. Just write wad i tink tts all. wahahaha. As usual no chords goes with it.

2006-02-13T02:51:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the late updating. Nowadays things are rather pack.(schedule) no time to go online. + a fucked up connection lar. so slow, til like im a tortise. hmmmm anyway. been munching xue bing. kinda nice. not healthy though. Well when food are healthy, they are not tasty vice versa.

Saw this new HP kinda nice, motorola SLVR 7. Superb design, slim and i love the keypad as its big for my thumb. Will be aiming for the fone maybe. N-series from Nokia somehow the buttons bit sucky leh, so small how to press. Press liao oso no feeling(dirty tots) wahahha. Thinking back of the road along Orchard Road. People (most of them) are either phone messaging or having a conversation on the phone. They somehow are like in a world of their own leh, paying no heed to those ard them. What if by a new law like banning the use of cell phones all such comms comes to a stop tmr??? Life as we now hmmmmmm will not be the same anymore.

Talking about Orchard, those credit card booths. hate to say, me own 2 credit cards(cancelling 1 soon) i somehow fustrated with the way Banks operate. They are not doing their job right. Too bad there are too many loopholes. Hmmmmm credit card one of the 5 Cs singaporean yearning to have. other 4 Cs - cash(hmm mostly go sch fees), condo(dun wish to live in 1 SO SMALL), Career(ST Elec enggineer consider 1??), CAR(license kang tong). Actually there is 1 more C- Country Club(Dun have such time to go). So many things i dun haf im still surviving. Well tts live ba. Hopefully the Credit Card transactions slip will be made or explained more clearly next time.
Once u in a shit hole, u will smell like shit 4ever.

missed nesi lemak suddenly. Hai. Shall study awhile more then play game. Tmr will be working as Zombie mode.

2006-02-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

Tired from lots of things..... especially sch stuff, studying alone is nvr been fun. Very stress from studies.. MAY MAY MAY..... shit is advancing as soon as i could anticipate.....

Tired liao, wanna sleep.... Oh fren of mine getting married.... gd to hear the news.. was quite shocked at 1st, corz she is kinda young. Sms me to confirm my going. I said yeah y not. Now gonna plan plan plan my date. sibei sian.....

Tired le. i go figure out my stuff liao.

2006-02-04T06:00:00.000+08:00

Three guys go in to a hotel, each with $10 in his pocket. They book one room at $30 a night. A short while later, a fax from headquarters directs the hotel to charge $25 a night. So the receptionist gives the bellhop $5 to take to the three guys sharing a room. Since the bellhop never got a tip from them, and because he can’t split the $5 three ways, he decides to pocket $2 and give them each $1 back. So each of the guys now has spent $9, and the bellhop has $2, for a total of $29. Where’s the extra dollar?

Saw the loophole???????? Its simple actually.

2006-02-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

Wad i did in 4s

Too boring at work, too stress from studies so i took abit of time to do this.

4 jobs you've had

1. Ass Engineer at ST Elec

2. Tuition teacher

3. Baker cum Cook at Delifrance

4. Sales Exec at Sim Lim

4 movies you could watch over and over again

1. Fight Club

2. LOTR

3. Matrix

4. I cant tink of the forth

4 tv shows you love to watch(i seldom watch actually)

1. Grey's Anatomy

2. Liang Zhu at 3am(nice)

3. Ticket to Indulgence

4. CNA <<>

4 places you've lived

1. Singapore!

2. Indon

4 places you've been on vacation to

1. Hong Kong

2. OZ

3. New Zealand

4. Australia

5. Thai

6. Indon

4 places you'll rather be

1. Singapore! if possible

2. Maybe malaysia for the slower pace of life

3. New Zealand

4. HK (world of XXX) hahah joking

4 of your favourite foods

1. Potato chips and Twisties

2. Yong Tofu

3. Instant Noodles (i got lots of ways to cook them)

4. Cantonese Porridge

5. Pasta

4 of your favourite drinks

1. Water

2. Vodka with redbull (can make u drowsy fast)

3. Any Peach or Grape drinks(pink dolphin) sound like gay

4. Kikapo

5. Tonic water

4 websites you visit daily(dun haf internet access at home currently)

1. My sch Portal

2. Yahoo

3. Soccernet

4. 8ka and Powerapple if ur chinese is good.

4 tagged

1. you

2. you

3. you new fren

4. you

2006-01-31T09:40:00.000+08:00

Downloaded a song while working today. People resting and playng. Me working hai. HAHA. Well at least i like(not to the extend to love) my job. Hmmmmmm actually is my friend intro me to this song. So i search intensively in the net. OH OH i download things, will i get shot by the authority??? Haha. No matter wad, am enjoying this Love Song. Well V-day coming soon too. I will not have any Valentine(so sad), but wishes all those couples out there, pre-announced Happy Valentines' Day. Hmmmmm, hungry leh. Must go out search for food later. Hmmmm mayby 2 cans of tuna and a loaf of bread will do. Do they sell ayam brand??? See how lar. I missed char kuay tiao liao. AHHHHH. Song: Micheal Buble - I wanna go home. <<< This is how i feel now. Wahaha. Cont to play psp liao. WAHAHAHA.

Jim Brickman feat. Martina McBride - Valentine

If there were no words, no way to speak,
I would still hear you
If there were no tears, no way to feel inside,
I'd still feel you
And even if the sun refused to shine,
Even if romance ran out of rhyme,
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my valentine
All of my life I have been waiting for all you give to me
You've opened my eyes and shown me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my valentine
And even if the sun refused to shine,
Even if romance ran out of rhyme,
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my valentine
You're all I need, my love, my valentine

2006-01-30T10:20:00.000+08:00

Got a deep cut on top of my feet. Close to mission impossible to wear anything. Restring my E-guitar as all of them had gone rust since a not remembered date. Been yrs i touched her. Sold some of partners liao. Left her standing there on the rack. She is my 1st few owned posessions. Treasured her alot. HAHA.

My fren(colleague) got a new camera and he used me as model, keep snapping me. And he broadcast to kinda lots of ppl thru email. Most of them in the end curse and swear. HAHA, partly because I am a bad model. 2nd my fren kuku, did not shrink the size of the pic aka change the format.

Have a Great DOG year. Im a dog, my 2nd sis oso expecting a baby in dog year. Cool 1 more member addition.

Suddenly felt abit lonely. So tired, from work and studies. Proceed to pollute lungs and maybe write a song if time permits.

2006-01-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

Saved some kittens, 4 to be actual off the road just now, decide to name them before passing them to 1 of my fren who fortunately willing to keep them. Intel, AMD, G3 and XP are those names i gave them. Very technology names. HAHA. I even bot tags to hang on their neck. Got scratch by either G3 or AMD in process of passing them to my fren. Lucky is kitten, the claw injury is not as deep.

Flood Flood Flood, i hate flood. No choice lar. Have to get used of it. haha.

2006-01-25T03:28:00.000+08:00

Its 330am..... woooo.... being played out by the maintianance boss. He said he coming to do some upgrading but in the end, he failed to appear. KNN CCB. Make me gan chiong cannot play game cannot do my read up. TMD, i so voilent sia.

Tomolo stats test, din touch any bit of it yet. Ready to do lousy in it. HAHA. My fren told me try to beat the best leh, got free calculator leh, then he can be proud as my fren too. CRAP lar. But i will do my best only. Tried to get Mp3 into my PSP just now, tried here n there. Upload and download several times, in the end only just a simple move in 1 of the folder can liao. Shit.

1 of enggineer at my dept just left, sad to see him go too, but he got Masters liao. No pt staying in this lousy shit hole. Go out and get some great results ba. Oh something worse is that he din not got his Bonus. Feel that HR screwed him up leh. But my fren oso got his wrong move too lar. I dun wanna say much. Conclusion is dun depend on ur managers sometimes, they will fucked things up too. Do things yourself is the best.

Spent few more hundreds on sunday, 2 memory sticks($230), 2 Levi's jeans($349), 1 shirt($70), 1 T-shirt($35) and 2 new PSP games($150). WOOOOOOOOO so much money being spent. Oh and much much more on stuff i bought home for CNY. Of corz i did save some in my fixed saving accs. Money really kinda Impt wor. Needed almost everywhere.

Yeah I am in my 2nd round of the 12 zodiac this yr. So fast going to 24 liao, haha. Hmmmm Dog Yr, i hope to do well in my studies ba. I hope the best for all people around me to do well in studies biz. But seem like most of zodiac i saw are not good to venture in biz this year so people look out.

Even im not with you my fren, do take care of urself. But i believe there are some1 there for you always. I know some1 will not be me, but I can only turn myself away and shed that tear behind you. Devotion is not equivalant to owning something. So take care my Fren.

2006-01-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

Check this piece of news

http://blogs.smh.com.au/thecontrarian/archives/2005/10/shouldnt_we_be.html

Kids at Novena

2006-01-21T18:26:00.000+08:00

Did not have breakfast this morning, so head to Novana to lunch at 2pm. Was kinda confuse as i dunno where the hell i wanna go, wad i wanna eat. AHHHH and the stupid novena MRT normal way had been re-route to another way. Longer somemore. Shit lar. Walk walk so far then reach Novena.

Walk around, saw those packed fast food restaurant I kinda sian ½. Headed down to united square, with hope that it wun be as crowed. To my disappointment, its much more filled with people, especially KIDS. During the weekends, parents would send their kids down to United Square as there are lots of Learning Centres + boutiques selling Kids' Wear. CNY coming all parents wanna their kids to wear the brightest, smartest prince or the prettiest, cutest princess.

Had no choice dun wanna waste time and brain cell. Settle for my fav Yong Tofu. WOOOOO. Luck was on my side, got seat leh. Unfortunatly the decibel of the noise got on my nerve, i had my food as quickly as i can. Got my carrot juice. Faster head back to my cold cave. Kids as usual are very noisy and they all those innocent eyes in them. I love them but their rowdiness, some even rude, i cant take it. Oh i did something gd today, I somehow make some strangers feel happy.

Yeah I bought PSP liao lor. So happy but i still to get memory stick to do the game save. whahahha. machiam like PS2, u nid to buy memory card to save game. Did some small test read up today. Dunno will i do better this time around. I did not fare well the last time, getting a credit only. I wanna get dist this time. whahahah. So ambitious, very bad cause the higher u expect the harder u fall. Hopefully i dun fall lar. Hehe.

Pizza hut

2006-01-17T23:53:00.001+08:00

You are a Super Hawaiian Supreme Pizza!Life is about the sun, the beaches, the breeze and lots of fun! Relaxed and laid-back, you lead a carefree lifestyle where problems are never too big to make you frown. Your warm and friendly disposition makes you a very approachable person. Share this pizza with your friends and spread the sunny joy!

http://www.pizzahut.com.sg/html/funzone/ptest_pizza.asp

歌曲名称：珍重 (Ronald Cheng)

2006-01-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

Flipped thru my CDs of Ronald Cheng( 1 of my fav singer) too bad he has a bad boy image. Listen to 3 of the albums. Kinda refresh my memory of those song i like to hum in the past. Too bad most of the songs by Ronald in KTV are fake MVs. Sadness. whahhaa.

推开熟悉的门跌进陌生的感觉
彷佛还有你的气息缠绕在最寂寞夜里
转身碰跌回忆拉近时间的距离
我看见断续的消息是过去快乐的神情
祈求一次重新的约定
等你原谅我的心
把珍重寄放在你的心
不管是否会在相遇
剪接成我最快乐的回忆
每一页都是你
把珍重寄放在你的心
时间不会磨灭记忆
剪接成我最快乐的回忆
每一页都是你每一页都是你

Darn i need to complain why my home electrical equipment all spoil liao?? My comp got some shit PROBLEM preventing me to switch it on. Dunno maybe is the stupid HDD problem. Nowadays really the quality of the HDD is going downslope. Really cant understand why manufacturer do such bad stuff out.

2nd my Discman oso died, this 1 leh i really dunno wads the problem. It just can increase the volume, cant off the set. Shit lar. My mp3 players oso either lost or small size. Fortunately im still surviving til date without music.

Hai, why is always fall on me?? whahaha. Hmmmmm kidna hungry leh. Dunno later will supper anot. "Growl" stomach roar.

Studies today is Super tired. While the lecturer explaining things to the class, i was in mood of shutting my eyes. Luckily my fren gave me sweets to perk myself up. Had half-frozen brownies at break. Cant had much corz its made of chocky, oredy had made my throat feeling uncomfortable liao. Blame myself ba. Saliva cant stop dripping. whaha.

Today got learn some MSN new term. "mug" = study hard. I was so blur when i saw this word. Keep asking simi lai eh???

So spooking my office just slam by itself, so exciting wor. haha. I love excitement to some extend. whahaah. I had most of my excitement at ubin. got chance tell u ba.

What is good service to us????

2006-01-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

I always like to say the magic word to people. Do singaporean always take things for granted??? Probably so. Singaporean dont actually like to say Please and Thanks you. But why. Asian like their skin??? I like to say thanks anyway even to stranger.

I had sold part of my room accessories and donated part of them. I had repaint my room white(i am a bad painter). I had paid 1.9k for my school fees and will continue to suffer in studies.

Found out the new food court(to me is new) at wisma atria lvl 4 if not wrong. Big i could say. Donated a few bucks to a blind busker. Done my studies on sat in SCH with frens. Hopefully i learnt something. Watched Wallace N Gromit with another group of frens. Help a sec fren got a shirt at a great discounted price. Walked N sang KTV at Chinatown on thursday night.

Played a few new games on my PS2. Still considering wad to get with my bonus. Camera or PSP??? HAHA. Bought this month FHM with lots big racks inside~~~ wooooo.

Gonna study econs soon later in the night. 1st nite 2 more to go. Friday company dinner. i dun like. 1) Enggineer company = no vegetable 2) I prefer quiet than such noisy functions.

Why today they still talk about Exercise Northstar?? If not Satisfy try again next year at a Lively hour. HAHA. Darn so long liao still talk about it. They not sian i oredy sian ½. Please dun let me kanna on my shift again. Singapore basically had done a great job on such reharses. So dun complain so much lar ppl. haha. At least let the Elections over then those reharse will be lesser. WHY??? i cant explain much.

Take care its wet wet wet start of 2006. But i kinda like it though some places is inaccessible.whahah. Dun fall sick now as the CNY is near. Muacks to all of you ba

It is difficult to buy a computer in Sim Lim

2006-01-10T11:32:00.000+08:00

Just read the papers this morning, stating that herself was in a difficult situation when retail staff simply are not interested in their jobs. I am more delighted to agree with her. Though we are in different places when we encounter such problems.

For hers, getting a saleswomen to explain parts of the laptop to her was so much in agony. The staff was simply trying to get her time to pass by rather than giving good service to customers. 2ndly can a showroom wun able to let customer see the so call "real" thing rather to look at the display set that without the original parts + its bolted to the table. How can a showroom cant let a customer got a feeling to things they wanna buy.

I did had the same experience as hers when i visited 1 of the showroom in Sim Lim before. However i was carrying a "recce" mood to search for a great lappy, so shops after shops. Those staff aren't somehow giving me any service i could compliment on. Luckily i was as fussy as the writer above. I just state my requirement, if they dun have them, im gone.

During my time as a staff in Sim Lim, there are all sorts of customers there. Probably anywhere in the service line, there are different kinda customers. I always like to chat with the customers sometimes with horoscope to break the ice. (tts sometimes, not only girls ok) haha. Well me myself got a messy horoscope, half virgo-half leo. Indeed its so messy. Hopefully my life is not tt messy ba.

cont. with the service line in next blog ba

JUST (by Radiohead)

2006-01-07T07:01:00.000+08:00

when u feel angry with some1 or fustrated maybe u shld try to see this lyrics. Got chance download it better. whahaha

__________________________________________

Can't get the stink off

He's been hanging round for days

Comes like a comet

Suckered you but not your friends

One day he'll get to you

And teach you how to be a holy cow

You do it to yourself, you do

And that's what really hurts

Is that you do it to yourself

Just you and no-one else

You do it to yourself

Don't get my sympathy

Hanging out the 15th floor

You've changed the locks three times

He still comes reeling through the door

One day I'll get you

And teach you how to get to purest hell

You do it to yourself, you do

And that's what really hurts

Is that you do it to yourself

Just you, you and no-one else

You do it to yourself

You do it to yourself, you do

and that's what really hurts

Is that you do it to yourself

Just you, you and no-one else

You do it to yourself

You do it to yourself, yourself, yourself

_____________________________________________

*End*

2006-01-07T00:46:00.000+08:00

Starting a new year with some new posting, believed i will post some happier posting rather to those sad ones.

OH NO, my uni requesting for money again, darn S$1,906. Money money money. both me n my partner at work agreed education biz in singapore is so fucking make profits. Cause in Singapore, we, the young generations( whahahaha i am still young) have to get a crap piece of paper in order to survive in this fast pace biz country. To date, almost $7k was gone due to my studies.

Well yesterday had a great time, studying started at 10am til 530pm. Wow long time right??? haha, did some Statistics questions and some studies on econs. After studies i went to reserve a new product at sim lim square. WOOOOO cant wait to upgrade it into my comp. whahah. Oh saw an old poly mate, Carol on MRT while on my way to Bugis station. Talk about a gathering on MRT. At that moment i was kinda uneasy as i was with my uni mate, Waiyee. I quickly intro both of them to each other. At the end, i got off train, i received SMS from Carol asking me is WY my GF?? HAHAHA, yeah she is my jiejie, well she is much more older than me leh. To be honest WY dun look old though. But her age is my 2nd sis age.

After days or even weeks of considering to delete my previous blog, i made a thru by pressing the button. Too much unhappiness or could say i had brought sadness to others so making me to do such decision.

My mum bday is on the 7th Jan. Suppose to celebrate with my sister to eat at macpherson, in the end mum ask me to attend lecture. Went sch, met some of my frens, study until dunno wad the lecturer is talking, self-dismissed myself early. Reached novena sqr, shop at cold storage to get supplements. Grab myself Lay's BBQ flavour. Arrived at office at 935 i tink.

Did some readups on the boring module again. This time around, read up to page 6. Lots of highlighting repeatly going through every sentences made my reading this slow. Printed some of the past exam scripts to look thru abit. I really had no choice but to do selective readings for this course. Out of 10 questions choose 4, isit a divine gift to make student score?? Some may agree some may not. Me?? I had been thinking of going thru all the 14 topics before coming to a conclusion to choose which i shld specialise which topic to study. But tink of it, bo xi gan liao lar. Better choose 6 or 7 out of the 14. But my fren say choose 5 can liao. I was too stun with her comments. More lazy than me. Oh she is another jiejie though. WAHAHA.

Doing PT of SIM let me see more kinda ppl from different walk of lifes. Mostly are matured, experience workers in the circle of frens i knew there. Some of them even are stewardess. Pretty 1s somemore. wahhaha. But i still have to call them jiejie. I love the time at sch(though now there is no more freedom to smoke in the campus), i kinda like the cheap but big serving in sch. I love the library, lots of resources n of course the seats. In sch, u would not fear of no space to study, everywhere or u could say every corner of the sch, there is a 6-8 seaters study bench. WOOOO. Pretty LADIES and hunky GUYS(exclude me) are there to parade and pose(while they are sitting). So my eyes could devour such gorgeous ladies. HAHAHA. Dun worry. i see only, i am still a very shy boy.

A major event will be coming soon at my workplace. Well i used to those events liao as my shift had been kinda unlucky. Been encounting those events more than other 3 shift teams. Wooooooo something funny, though i slept kinda lot yesterday, i still find myself sleepy. Shit, is my studies posses sleeping chants????? HAHA.

Wrote such a long 1. HAHA.